| 5th November 2011 |
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Hullo
poos, just a quick blog message, and me having a bit of fun on
photoshop and my bamboo pad! me likes playing on it! anyways! hope
you've all been well, i've been sick as usual but thats just from being
out in the cold working :) besides that i'm still me and forever shall
be! much love to you xXx |
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| 6th September 2011 |
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 Vulcan cockpit  HTC Radar and Titan with my free glass of wine haha!  Alan Wilder gig |
Yippii
a whole 10 days till my birthday! i've had one crazy week so i thought
i'd write it all down! admitedly i probably won't remember it for long
as i drank too much :( bad me! so it was a long weekend as monday was a
bank holiday! i think my brother came to london on monday... hmm yes i
think he did, and we walked around london, literally walked 10miles
around and around london! very sad of us but we've been slightly into
geocaching, i personally don't go out of my way to geocache, but i do
it when i'm walking around, it makes the walk more interesting! and i'm
a BIG walking fan, should probably buy some more appropriate shoes to
wear instead of my ankle boots! haha! more on my walking in a few
moments! so that was monday, tuesday... er... think i worked on my Vulcan model, have got quite far now on that! waittt a second!!! sorry! on Sunday... wait let me start with friday.. Friday 26th August:- i walked into london :) 6.35miles Saturday 27th August:- can't seem to remember what i did but walked 8+miles Sunday 28th August:- we went to southend to look at the Vulcan! and went in the cockpit, WOW it's small! literally spent 5hours looking at this plane! i have to say theres only so much i can stare at a plane thats not moving! but Matt was talking to the engineers and everyone so i just let him have fun :) then went into town and bought some sugarfree peanuts! i've been looking for some but haven't been able to find any, even tried making my own! but they ended up like clusters which i'm not complaining about! i actually thought my clusters tasted better than the bought ones! then monday met my brother, tuesday worked on own model.. Wednesday 31st:- my friend Alex is going on a mission of a bikeride from london to Tblisi to Tashkent so we went for a send off party, and there were free frinks (food and drinks) so i walked into Clapham (south london) 7.85miles and another 2miles getting home but i dont remember the walk had to think hard about how i actually got home! Thursday 1st september:- i walked to Holborn (8miles) to stand in a line for 1 and a half hours to go into a HTC event! for my brother may i add, i love my apple products! and there was free frink too! and also an afterparty, but that was pretty odd, i managed to crash the new phone on display! go me!!! titan and radar i think the two new phones where! it's hard to navigate around the phones when you have a simple iphone! there was a dance off to win an xbox and i was completely up to win that so i ran to the other side of the room but unfortunately didn't get to the front quick enough and i was like "can i play too!?!?!?" and she said "no we've got 11 already" (they only wanted 10 people) pooooo! but it was funny watching tho haha! somehow managed to get home at 4am.. oh! sorry i'm remembering things as i type! walked 2 miles to hyde park corner to catch bus... which meant i must have walked home from hammersmith station which is about .8miles!? dear me! Friday! being EXTREMELY tender and feeling sick, Matt and i went up to Manchester! drove may i add! and went to Alan Wilder's auction, played on his emax II that he used on the devotional tour, super awesome! then got tram into central manchester and had a gander and then grabbed some food and went back to hotel! Saturday 2nd:- we walked into central manchester, dont really know how far that was, something like 3-4 miles and then walked to the auction and actually sat through the auction! think it was 6 hours long then Mr Wilder gave us an exclusive hour gig! pretty damn awesome! was quite personal and just nice, then that night we drove to doncaster... had to make that 2mile walk back to hotel first haha! which brings us to Sunday! we went to see the vulcan but it didn't fly coz of the weather so after a good few hours driving around to sheffield and other places i dont remember we ended up at robin hood airport but ended up going home! pretty intense week but it's been fun! Don't forget my birthday party on the 24th September 2011 at Indigo2 Greenwich! you're invited, check my facebook event or message me :) i'm gona post a few random pics on the side now! xXx
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| 18th July 2011 |
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| Hello
sweeties! i do apologise once again for the lack of blogage! i don't
know if you've been keeping up with my twits and facebooks, i've been
making a 6 foot vulcan XH558 so i've been busy trying to build that,
not much has been going on so i shall post this instead! enjoy! |
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| 24th May 2011 |
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| So
guys, here i am 2 months.. 2 months..!? twoooo months after my last
blog, for shammmeee! i've been a busy busy girl! some of the stuff i
cant talk about! but most of its been pretty steady going and just
taking life as it comes and of course working, eating sleeping... the
stuff that needs to be done but thats kinda what im talking about, i've
been up 2 hours already and it's 8am at the moment (8:05am) to be
precise! hmmm the problem with this program i'm using to type my
blog... it doesn't have spelling correction! so i do apologise for my
terrible spelling! being chinese n all ;) hehe just kidding! SOOOO! the 28th is coming up pretty swifty and you all know what day that is! MCM comic connnnn! it's going to be my first comic con in england, london to be exact, my 2nd comic con/anime convention ever and my first cosplay! so i'm pretty excited, and to top it all up... FUTURAMA!
ahhhhhhh! how exciting! i love love love love loveeeee futurama! so
it's completely topped it off for me! eeeekkk! so whoevers coming do
come say hello! i'll probably be baring badges! haha i do love my shizzle!
anyways, i'm REALLY not feeling so good, nothing that a hot water bottle and a decaf green tea can't fix now! i'm gona attempt to plaster together something for u in my videos. i've always loved where's wally, so heres one for u... wheres wally! i mean Mishy! plus Matt's finger... :)  |
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| 23rd March 2011 |
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whoops,
this year seems to be slipping by! and once again i've not blogged! i
shall write you an essay as today, is the first day, for a good few
months, i have opened the window and enjoyed the nice cool breeze rush
into my sunlit flat, the dust and stale air from the winter days
rushing out and replaced with a rather delightful.... WHAT THE HELL!?
oh great, a fly flew onto my lap, no wait, make that 2 flies getting it
on, ew ew ew ew ew, the funny thing is, i just tipped them onto my
laptop and they were still busy busy, shrugging i went to get a tub and
put it over them, thats when they realise something wasn't, right...
stupid flies. What a "lovely" moment to have when i first open my window. SOOOO what has Mishy been up to since the start of new year, firstly i hope you all enjoyed my advent calendar! you can still see the vids if you ever get around to it, i know some of you can't actually see the vids coz of the browser! As some of you know i was on Great British Hairdresser on Monday, i've got a few screenshots for you here. (almost cracked up on the last screenshot) I've really gotten into making Architectural Model making and wanting to get an apprenticeship! man, 2 words there i have problem spelling haha! so i've been practicing hard, making little models as you can see below! i designed my perfect house on sketch up and then made it out of balsa wood and card! one of my first tries so it's not amazing! one day i'm going to make that house for reallll! my favourite is the water fall haha ;) hope you're all well! lots and lots of love Mishy poo xXx   |
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| 26th December 2010 |
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| hello my lovelies! boxing day!!! how
wonderful, i'm pretty sure no-one visits my little blog here anymore
but i've said this many a times and i shall say it again, this is
probably more for myself now, and if anyone does read it... wonderful!
if not, no harm done as i'm not expecting people to make that much
effort to come find me :) So! my Advent Calendar that's http://www.cutiemish.com/advent/cal.html it's been a tough one to keep up but i managed to get it all done, sort of, i still need to do the christmas one as i've been working everyday for 8 days straight, 12 hour shifts up to christmas! i know people have it worst but i found it hard having kids cough all over me and keeping them in control and there was this one place i worked that was like a christmas machine and it was completely only there for the money, no soul at all, christmas is about happiness and family and jolliness, not money money money! i got upset as we had these radios in our ears and i was with a big family, kids and adults and they were seeing Father Christmas! (i was being an Elf) and there was this train that they take a ride on outside that goes round in circles for 3 small laps and then i'd have to be outside when it stops to bring them inside to see santa, but when the family is in, they start the train again!!!!! so they have a timed time to see santa, i told them i needed more time on the radio and the train drivers said, "i don't care, just chuck them out, give them some bullshit.." or cut your bullshit "... and get them out!" and i was like :O i can't believe the train driver just said that to me, these people have come to see santa! and they just want me to chuck them out!!!??? and i knew all along but this really confirmed it for me, nothing but a factory. no soul, not christmas spirit, just money. and it upset me so much. i was almost in tears that they would make me chuck out a family that was so happy to spend time with father christmas. so thats 2h40m of doing that STRAIGHT, rushing in out in out in out churning the f-ing people through like a peice of meat being processed. so my break came up and i had half an hour... or so i thought, i got unchanged and went to the loo in the lower floor, came back and they were saying through the radio, "michelle are you by the bookcase" the door was a bookcase, and i was like.. "erm... no.. i'll come back up with my santa", and i looked at my phone and i had 4 minutes left! and it might sound little, but it's fudgin tiring doing what i had been doing and i didnt want to be deprived of 4 minutes! the other elf and santa was already in and coming down the stairs so i HAD to be straight to work, and i said the the train driver (who schedules the breaks) "i still have 4 minutes left!?!?.." and he was like "no you have to come out now.." and i simply got a bit angry and said " no i have 4 minutes left!? but..." and then he cut me off and said "FINE, YOU HAVE YOUR FOUR MINUTES" and slammed the door on me... and i was like saying no i'm here now! its fine! but i just started crying coz i had my break cut short and i was getting told off for it! i was saying to my santa that it's nothing but a factory, and that the shop doesn't care about the people at all, but he had been working there for over a month and he knew all this already and was trying to make me feel better, what was funny was that my santa said he wanted to speak to the controller, big person of the place, and i didn't know but she had asked the train driver to skip my cabin for one, so she came in and spoke to us, and my santa was saying he had cut down his santa speech to simple "what do you want for christmas, heres your special gift, bye" and that it wasn't my fault if we're a bit longer, the controller said, "yeah but the problem is, it is timed and you are doing a great job, but the elfs job is to say santa is really busy and has to get the people out" then i got a radio in my ear saying all 3 cabins needed, (there were 4 cabins but one santa went on strike coz someone took his red santa pants and the ones he found STANK and the train was about to stop) and i said, "sorry are there 4 cabins?" "no there are 3", "in that case i need to go out" "...er, no i told them to hold off one" "well they're saying i need to go out" the conroller poked her head out and said "i told you to hold off one" and the train driver said..."we did.." so i think the controller got the idea how quick things move, as she couldn't even finish talking to us by the time one train journey/family has gone! funny to say, it slowed down a bit after that. but this is why i'm so rough looking and not been able to complete my advent calendar in time, i have been working someone else which was much nicer, still 12 hours but it was fun, chilled out, and just lovely! i hope everyone has had a lovely christmas, and it's almost 2011! yayyyy, i will post again soon, much love to you all xXx kiss kiss kiss xXx |
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| 23rd November 2010 |
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| So
guys, how utterly crap of me to not post for a whole month, but quite
honestly i've not been up to much, i've got my diary here to tell u all
i've been up to! coz i've not posted for a while i dono how many of you
still come here, but i'm probably just doing this for my own benefit,
if i ever go crazy/lose my memory/get lost and is found YEARS after,
i'll find my way onto here and think, urgh what a boring person i was
haha!! so i made my meat cake and it was bloody brilliant. next. For 3 days (25th-27th) i was on set being a chinese worker (SO stereotypical) and i managed to have a polite conversation with Gary Oldman, absolutly lovely guy, i didn't realise he was on the shoot and also didn't realise he was in one of my favorite films of all time Leon! so on thursday i watched leon haha! oh and i actually had the most STRESSFUL week ever, i dont fancy going on about it coz it'll just upset me and stress me out, but hey skipping what happened on thursday, friday to sunday i was talking about toothpaste for 3 days and getting paid for it ;) And quite honestly for the next 2 weeks, i've been getting drunk, trying to sort my life out as i've made an ass of it somehow but i've always had you guys to keep me smiling so i feel bad for not making more of an effort to love you guys more :) but this week i've had an interview, got a free ticket to watch the earlest cuts of PAUL which is an awesome film with simon pegg and Mr Frost in, and then got picked to do a bit of a review sesh after, and got paid to give my opinon! haha, then with my tastelondon card got a half price meal at GBK! shaweeet! so thats me, a messy, drunken mess, but still trying to get on with life, i'm thinking of doing an advent calender! we'll see Love you all once again xXx |
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| 24th September 2010 |
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sorry
my lovelies! i've been a busy bee, hmm i'm not a big fan of bugs so
lets say busy kitty! i shall tell you all i've been up to! since the hair modeling shizzle, i've been working literally every single day doing the AR Drone, i've been demonstrating it, and it's super fun so it's been a lovely job to do! i won't lie but that is literally ALL i've been doing since i last posted! well on the 7th i went to thorpe park, it rained... it was average :) the rides weren't as good as Air at alton towers... mmmmm airrrr i love that ride with a passion, i went on it twice in a row once! fun times! so i worked 10 days then had that day off and then worked another 10 days :) i did have this week off however! coz my birthday was on the 16th and i wanted to work while i had the chance so this week i took off and just chilled out, did random stuff, been on a roadtrip to plymouth and literally dropped in every single town/city/county along the way! we wanted to catch the full moon in an area that isn't polluted with city lights, so we saw the forecast was 25*C and excelent visibility and headed for the south... but we forgot that when we travel, the weather changes, and we saw the weather for london... so actually it was torrential rain and clouds! so i missed the mid-autumn festival! but we drove home late last night and managed to catch the full moon! was lovelyyyyyyyyy! stopped by stone henge to look at the stars but the moon was too bright and these drunk+drugged up guys with 2 fake SUVs were bombing it down the road we were parked in and coz there was a MASSIVE puddle from the torrential rain, they were diving in it and the car cut out and wouldn't start up so we moved... idiots! but bla bla bla, i shall post a picture of the moon i took with my iPhone4 and my telescope i made! good huh? anyways, i'm going to go make my meat cake! i dont eat sugars or carbs so i decided to make a birthday meat cake! haha, will keep you posted, much love xXx |
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| 6th September 2010 |
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ok
i'm sure i say this pretty much ever post but WOW time flys! and
appologies once again for not writing, but i've literally been working
every single day! today when i head to work at 3 will be my 10th day
straight, but i've been working on and off, having time to chill out in
between before i get stuck into work again. it's my birthday on the
16th, i'm working on that day haha! i'm going to take a week off the
week after so i can take a day trip to paris or something! but my
schedule has been literally filled with plans of gym then work, i
usually work evenings till 9:30pm so i can fit gym work in in the
morning... adddiccteddd! anyways i did some hair modeling on friday and
didn't realise how it was actually a big program, it's for E4 and will
be out early next year, Abbey Clancy was there, she's actually so
gorgeous and skinny in real life haha! urgh i felt so much better
taking the make up off after i got home, YES i walked around with a
gold eye until late at night haha! well i shall keep you posted on the
going ons of things with me, the pic is what they did to my hair, VERY
backcombed and curled :) hope all is well! much love to you all xXx |
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| 18th August 2010 |
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ok
guys! i have a funny story to tell u, well yesterday i got my iPhone 4,
but not easily! so i was waiting for the post ALL morning, glancing out
the window every so often to see if the postman is there, and well i
saw a postman van at 11:50 just slightly down the road, i know this
exactly as i shall tell u later, but he was just returning to his van
and i thought "oh that can't be for me as he's not phoned me" i stuck a
bright green peice of paper with my number on it saying any post to me
please phone my number as the doorbell isn't working! but obviously it
crossed my mind that i doubt there would be 2 postman vans to do
delivery in the area, so i ran downstairs and to my horror there was a
stupid postman card on the floor saying i wasn't in and that it was a
package and that it needed to be signed for, and he wrote on it, bell
not labeled... SO WHAT IF IT'S NOT LABELED IT DOESN'T WORK! moron!! i
wasted a whole morning waiting for the post, and yes the card said
"11:50" on it, i was NOT in the mood to wait 4 hours as required to
pick up my post at the office, that and the office closes at 1...
MORONS! the bloody van drove off already otherwise i wuda asked, so i
went to the office hoping they'd give the driver a call, i said it was
very important! i mean seriously, i was in a hell of a mood coz i
wasted a whole morning waiting for the post! not ideal! well they were
pretty useless there, i didn't lose my temper! but across the road from
the office, i saw a postman van, and i was thinking, hmmm i wonder! and
i saw the postman in the coffee shop having a coffee, i was SERIOUSLY
contemplating going to talk to him, but i felt WAY too rude, but i
REALLLLY wanted to so i stood outside his van and was on the phone to
matt ranting and raving and saying "seriously i'm going to go ask him,
ok ok ok, i'm gona go and ask him" i hung up and looked down at my
phone to text, looked up as i heard a car start... BITCHING!!! the
bloody postman in a split second managed to get into his van and drive
off!!!! but then i saw him signaling to turn right back onto my road...
i ran to follow it! and it parked at the bottom of my road which mean
he must be the same postman doing the area, so i stood outside waiting
for him to come back as he went to another building to do his post! but
basically i felt like a complete stalker and managed to talk to him, he
was really nice so i didn't scream at him but he gave me my post!
YAYYYYYY so that's my story of how i got my iPhone 4! dayyyysssss
mission and a half! so heres a photo from the new phone, it's not photoshopped or sized, it's MASSIVE if u open it up in a new tab/window! xXx |
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| 11th August 2010 |
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hey
everyone, time sure flies, this time i have no idea where the time
went! it has been a whole month, i realised that i need more time for
myself, i need me time, i realised i don't care about myself at all,
and i always seem to put others first! i'm so set on making other
people happy that i'm willing to go out of my way to make people
happy... its like i cant say "no", since i was a teenager i couldn't
say "no" to people, and people took advantage of that fact and i lost
alot of money coz people kept asking me and i never got that money
back! and it's only now i realise that maybe i should be a bit more...
selfish? but i dont consider myself anything special, i love everyone
else so much more than me! i want to make other people happy first! is
that a weird thought? i dono, oh and thank you for all those still
playing on puny humans and the recent buys! very odd buying patterns
we're having here! hehe ok so what have i been up to? theres been a photoshoot, where i look ghastly but they turned out ok. been out to bristol for a little fun birthday thing, i've stripped from winter clothes to a bikini in the middle of a shopping center (Westfield) in 12 seconds (video online if you can find it), there was the Tan Hauser Gate gig at the Embassy and earlier that day, i got bitten by a fudgin cat! how embarassing, i was simply stroking it and it grabbed my wrist and bit me! had to get a tetnus shot and antibiotics for a week, i've been to a little pub to claim a prize which was a free meal for 2 and a bottle of wine, i've been seeing some wonderful friends and family and today i dressed up in a purple morph suit playing kids games like jump rope! actually theres photos online if you want to have a little look on the spots cadburys facebook page, u can see me but can't see me if you know what i mean! i mean it covers your face so u can't tell its me! hehe, i've got green laces if that helps, but hey, this is the life of mishy! and of course i've been going to the gym 5 times a week, every morning i get up at 6, leave by 6:40, walk to gym, takes 40mins and work out for an hour, and then hit the swimming and steam/sauna and usually out of the gym by 10 :) (this routine has been messed up due to early working, but back to it tomorrow) think i've been very weird lately as i keep lusting over people and things! epicly, it's weird, and confusing for me! but hey! guess whose getting an Iphone 4!!!! ;) love you all xXx Pic: as you can see my hands gettin better from the cat bite but theres soft tissue trauma and the skins pealing, but do you like my silly bandz? they look like elastic bands, infact the are elastic bands but when u take them off, they have awesome shapes! ANDDD they glow in the dark! AWESOMEEEE! i actually didn't know they glowed in the dark until i was at the gym and wondering why my wrist was glowing... good timesssss :) |
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| 11th July 2010 |
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wow
naughty girl! it's been almost a whole month since i've written! but i
promise you i have a very valid excuse, a good 1? i don't know! i'll
let you decide! i've got my diary out to share with you what i've been
up to day by day! but i'll cut it short coz it's been a tad boring! so the last time i wrote i was doing a jobby, the next day 16th i did that job again, wasn't 12 hours tho! then that weekend i went to IOW, my housemate had a funeral to attend so i thought i'd keep him company to the island and let him get on with it while i enjoyed the local attractions... went up in a little pleasure flight tho! i'm really seriously not good with flying so i was practically hyperventilating! got bak sunday night and monday, straight into work! sampling crisps! ate plenty too! naughty :) next day i did a little advert, that was fun! had a day rest where i got my fringe cut and sorted loads of things sorted, next day back to sampling crisps again! then that weekend i was at the clothes show! working may i add but it was rediculously fun! i love exhibitions! then for the whole week i went on a road trip and alton towers with my brother! fun times! have to say but i bloody hate alton towers now! we tried to walk back to the hotel from the main park, as it says you can by taking the "woodlands walk", it only takes 15mins and the staff actually said it would be a good idea as it would mean we would avoid the crowd out! so ok, how do we get there and we got directed towards rita and said we would find it no problem! sooo we walked towards the garden, turned left to head towards the hotel... 20mins later, we came across a padlocked gate with barbed wire... ermm, so we had to walk back, by now we had walked for about 2 hours, anyways i've been ranting and raving about this too many times, to cut it short! our "15minute woodlands walk" took 3 and a half hours! so i'm making an official complaint for horrendous sign posting and shit staff! it was dark and we were hungry and thirsty and just pissed off, well atleast i was! but hey it's over now and i'm still alive! so back in london i went cherry picking! AMAZING "Copas Farm" in london if you want to pick your own fruit! it's actually so fun! rediculous fun!!! and we made a cherry pie with the cherries we picked :) yummeh! and that comes to this week! which i've been working allllll week but late night! so in the morning i've been getting up at 6ish every day and heading to the gym, takes about 40mins to walk there, so get there about 7:20ish and work out, go for a swim, steam room, repeat the swim and steam room about 3 times, shower, get out about 10ish and walk to town, get a coffee frappe from Starbucks (loves) potter around town and head home, relax for an hour or 2, get ready for work and then head to work! so i've been rather buff recently from the excessive work out every morning! but hey! best prepare for the future where it's pretty inevitable i'm gona get saggy right :D but hey that's what i've been up to, let me take a photo now to stick to the side of this blog... yes that's really what i look like right now, been a very chilled day and i had a sudden urge for a tash... anyways! i'm gona get back to my pimps and lemonade! talk soon my love, i really honestly love you all for being here to support me :) xXx |
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| 15th June 2010 |
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| Hey
babies, hows everyone going? we're sure having weird weather in
england, right! i've got a day off today and then back to work on
oxford st tomorrow so i'm doing housework, listening to music and
wanting to write to my love of my life..... you :) the thing is... i
come across so many people in my life, more than you can ever imagine,
in the work i kinda do, it's my job to talk to people! and i won't lie,
i sometimes talk to some people that are completely amazing, so
friendly and... gorgeous! ok ok i'll spill, i spoke to a really
gorgeous man yesterday, he was in a suit, maybe that was it.. the
suit!! haha, you all know i love men in suits! but he was so...... i
dono! he seemed so perfect! i'm sure he wasn't, but he was really
handsome, tall, tanned, blue eyes, perfect smile, slight 5 o'clock
shadow but in a nice way, but my point is, i'll NEVER see him again!
and i find that funny, i speak to all these people and i'll probably
NEVER see them again, we've gone in different directions and you
wonder, will he think, "oh that girl i spoke to for a minute yesterday
was really nice" and maybe he wished that we spoke more? lifes so funny
and it makes me smile and kinda sad at the same time! i mean this is
just one example, it happens all the time! you smile at someone while
walking down the street, you say good morning, or excuse me or thank
you to loads of people, and then you suddenly go in different
directions and live your own different lives i still randomly think of this really lovely guy i met at a station in london years ago, we were stranded at the station together coz the last train went, it was quite late at night, so we had to figure out how to get somewhere, but when a train came and we managed to get to the station we were both trying to get to, i had another train to catch and i couldn't miss it coz that was the last train too so i literally ran off, but he looked like he was going to ask for my number coz we stood there facing each other and exchanging polite fairwells, kinda not wanting to leave each other, noway was i going to ask for him number coz well i'm a girl! ah well, but that's a really nice memory of this guy i have. i can't even remember his name! but it's things like that that make me smile and kinda sad! love to hear moments like that you've come across in your life! post it in my forum :) xXx |
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| 8th June 2010 |
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| oh
dear! i thought it was the 6th, what happened the past 2 days!?
URGHHHHHH MY OVERIESSS! they ache so much, thought i'd just share that
with you all.. gross you're all probably thinking, well i'm a normal
girl too! i may blog and stuff like that, doesn't make me immortal to
the horrid monthly monster that knaws inside me :( i want to blog but quite honestly i'm not quite sure what to say, theres actually alot to say but none that is appropriate, i mean, it's all too deep, and not suitable for my blog :) i've been listening to capital FM, that's a london radio station, but i realise they play the same 10 songs over and over and over and over (repeat a few more times) again, and there seem to be only a few artists they like to play, which includes Katy Perry, Cheryl Cole/Tweedy.. i dono if she's changed her name back yet, devorce n all, chipmunk, jason derulo, justin bieber, usher, ke$ha and loads like that, seriously listen to them for an hour and you'll hear the same songs/artists 3 times! as much as i love they're crappy songs, and i like repetition... this is just rediculous, the songs have all blended into one, they all sound the same! RAR ok i'm gona go get on with cooking dinner, xXx love you all xXx |
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| 2nd June 2010 |
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| Where
does the days go? it's June now! i worked in the rain yesterday for 3
hours, freezing, we were wearing a white t-shirt, white football
shorts, white long shorts and white trainers, bad times! everyone was
wearing coats and suits! felt so awkward! but today is sunny and gota
do the same. and to make the day worst i didn't get the photoshoot, disappointed obviously but it's another casting so i'm not too upset and going to cling onto the thought of not getting through, i mean making the shortlist was pretty good for me :) it means i did well in the photoshoot, but i just didn't have 100% the right look they needed. but i am feeling a bit sad, dispite it being really sunny outside, i'm so confused as to what i want to do with my life, i know people have much worst off lives than me, but it's just.... my life is my life and i want to be a bit selfish and think of myself for once, i need to know where i'm going to end up in my life, am i chasing a dream thats never going to happen? to me it does feel like i do alot of castings and auditions and never actually get it, but obviously i know thats how things work and you do need to do 10billion castings to just get 1 job, so that's just me thinking it! but on the other hand i can't do what i'm doing all my life, it's not enough to survive and retire is it! it's sure as hell fun tho, and i'm really grateful that i have the chance to work! but u know... maybe i need to think realistic! i'm not trying to put a downer on anyone, it sounds like it, i'm having another "i need to get this out of my system before it eats me up inside" moment, so thank you for reading and sorry if it's boring, but hey! this is my blog so :P nerrrr hehe, if anything, this is great! it's like my diary! i'll look back at this and think, wow i was so silly to think that! i just want to say i have full belief i will do something in my life, and whenever it happens, i'll be more grateful than ever, i don't want to waste my life, sitting at home eating chocolate and KFC (gross) i want to make something with my life, and with that thought i know i will :) anyways guys, i need a shower and get ready for work. i love you lots, and i think you know why i do :) coz i need to love someone! haha just kidding ;) xXx |
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| 29th
May 2010 |
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wow
i'm bad at posting blogs! not coz i don't want to but it's coz i've
been rather busy and when i do have a bit of time i just want to sit
and relax and get consumed into my own thoughts, completely blank out
from the world! but hey! i've been making an effort to keep my twitter
updated as you can see to the left! like i said before... or did i say
this before? i can't remember! but i'll say it again, it's a good way
to keep my blog moderately updated by using twitter :) but hey! let me indulge you in what i've been up to!!!! in a bit more detail than my twitter if you've been following me there! SO on the18th i was being a tourist for an advert for norway...TV2 i think it's called, and it was a late night shoot so we were on this open top bus and driving around picadilly circus for 4 hours! till midnight! i'm rather sick of picadilly now haha! just kidding! i love london!!!! completely! can't imagine living anywhere else! sorry dad! not coming home to live with you again! haha!!! then the next day i went to the dentist! after being cancelled twice *grrr* so he gave me a discount! very nice but i've got to use this disgusting mouthwash for a month that actually makes me feel sick and want to throw up coz it's so vile! i try not to let it touch my tongue... erchh! that weekend i worked on this amazing game for lucozade that was so bloody addictive, quite funny coz the very first go i had i got it in ;) my mad chinese ping pong ball skills! so what you had to do was bounce the ping pong ball along the 5 pillars, and get it into the hole in the end, it has to touch all pillars and it has to go into the hole, and you only have 2 shots, the first is a practice and the 2nd is the real deal ;) (see photo for what it looks like) and if you got it in, you qualify to go to finals and the chance to win £250! i think after 3 days i was a complete pro at the game! i did post a video up on my facebook if you wana see my skills! then the Monday after the weekend of working on that, i had an interview, atleast i thought it was! it turned out to be a mini photoshoot for a campaign! inwhich on thursday i got shortlisted for! so still finding out if i'm going to get that or not! on tuesday i got up rediculously early to give away these little gold clutch bags to promote sex and the city 2! and that was rather epic! the van driver was late, so we didn't start work till 15mins after we were suppose to start, and we had been working for about an hour when we ran out of bags, the van driver had to move coz of parking so he dumped a few... yes a few bags with us, and there were about 10 of us working on this! but the driver said he was stuck in traffic and hadn't moved for ages! so basically we sat around for 2hours doing nothing coz we didn't have anything to give away! i've also been trying out this style which i pictured in my mind! i honestly don't think i can pull it off! but it's been worth a try! the high waist shorts don't seem to fit me! they seem to be just straight but most women's waists DO go in a bit!!! but hey, this is sorta the style i had in mind! floral cropped top with high waist shorts, pref nautical :) what do you think!!! (pic to right) and as you may know, i'm auditioning to be in neighbours! i had to post it on youtube so you can see it on my youtube page, the competition is at www.youtube.com/beastar so keep an eye out if you'd like to keep in touch with how that's going! and of course support on my audition peice would be supreme :) and thursday i was REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY ILLLLLL, like epic ill, i went to bed when i got home about 10, and fell asleep for a few hours and my whole body ached and i kept gaggin and reallllly hot but cold... complete fever, and friday (yesterday) i couldn't get into bed so i dragged my duvet onto the floor with a pillow and just laid on the floor the whole day, still gagging and feeling really sick, and last night, my stomach was still feelin really terrible, like realllllly hurt, and still feels bad, but atleast i dont constantly feel like i want to throw up! ok so i think that's it! i'm eating cherries, green grapes and drinking tea and apple and mango juice to try make myself better, can't really eat anything as i fear it makes me ill! i shall try post more often coz you guys know i love you all! xXx kisses!!! xXx |
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| 15th
May 2010 |
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Sometimes
i get in a funny mood, i just want to be on my own and blast music so
loud into my ears it hurts, it makes me feel better and i feel like im
in my own little world, right now i'm in one of those moods, but i dont
have headphones on, i've got the speakers on, AND IT'S A BIT TOO LOUD
BUT THAT'S HOW I LIKE IT... ;) i've got martin gore on, he's voice is
so fucking hot and it makes me tingle inside, he's like a "modern"
elvis to me, and i think you all know how much i love elvis! (never
turn your back on mother, in a manner of speaking, and now DM Sacred
and then one caress) but sometimes i just need to write, and actually
sometimes i write things so i get it out of my system and then just
delete it all in the end, infact sometimes i don't even have the laptop
on and i just type, maybe i'm not going to send this, ahhh so that's my
process of thought right now! i'm a bit confused so i've had to put my glasses on, it makes me less confused for some reason! my left eye is 0.5 out, it makes a big difference even tho it doesn't sound so much. i'm a mess right now but i'll post a pic to show u my goggles :) "oh girlll, lead me into your darkness, when this world is trying it's hardest to leave me unimpressed" ah DM i love martin's voice! ok so, i actually wanted to come on and tell you that i've got a shoot on tuesday for an advert! not sure exactly what it's about but hey ho, we'll see, love you all loads, and thanks for being my fwend ;) xXx |
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| 12th May 2010 |
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is my summer! where is the english summer!? oh...that's right! we DONT
HAVE ONE!! bloody rar rar rar, ok i've had a shite day today but it's
ok, tomorrow is a new day! but sorry guys, i only just realised my shop
wasn't working, so i've fixed that now! so to make up for my crappyness
i'll add a few extras and one of those business cards in my new vid!
i'll keep this running for the next week xXx |
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| 3rd May 2010 |
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| Hello
my babies! so once again, its been a rather long time since i've
blogged, mainly because i've been working! but i'm made twitter a good
way to keep my blog updated! as you can see the the left :) i went back
home to my little Thanet place, and stupid matt practically tried to
slice my finger in half, lots of blood (in mishy terms... not that much
but there WAS blood meaning "that's a lot of blood"..when it wasn't
really) i now can't bend my left hand index finger coz 1. it hurts and
2. i have a plaster over it. it's right where it bends so it's really
anoying! ANYWAYS i'm missing having a little bit of time to be able to
blog and make random vids, but it seems as tho i'm growing up and
having to work to survive! hopefully life will slow down for me so i
can take a bit more time in writing to you all! but i guess that's
life! we're all moving on in life and the reality is... we all need to
work to survive, i'm not going to be able to have "summer holidays"
again. i'm an adult now... but i still like to party hard and drink
myself silly! uh.. sorry got a bit lost in my world for a few secs
there, thinking of a super hot guy :) ANYWAYSSS!!! haha sorry! shall
talk soon, summer is almost here! YEAHHHH! and my fringe has almost
grown out and i can get it cut to how it used to be again! YEAHHH! xXx
love you all (honestly i REALLY do) xXx |
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| 16th
April 2010 |
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| righteo
guys, hello, it's my brothers birthday today, happy birthday you! which
means it's exactly 5 months to my birthday! how we managed to be born
on the same day i have no idea! but makes it easier for me to remember!
lolness. i've been a right mopey bitch recently, guess it's that time of the month. but over the past 12 days, i've been working, walking and spending some "quality" time to myself, admittedly, i don't really like being on my own, it makes me think and thinking kinda.. depresses me, just the usual whats going on with my life, why why why, but i guess theres no point feeling sorry for myself as theres people worst off than me, so i'm being really selfish thinking about it. anyways. i'm not particularly in the mood to put a downer on u guys, REALLY grateful for all those still getting Puny Humans on your iPhone/iPod touch, you can still get it if you want it! love you all my shining light at the end of my dingy tunnel ;) xXx |
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| 4th April 2010 |
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| So
guys! i'm not sure if you're aware, i've been forced to go on twitter,
so follow me, or add me? or i dono... do something with me, my
user/name/playdude is RealcutieMish (unlike the
fake cutiemish user) BUT i'll take it as a form of flattery... *shakes
fist in anger* xXx |
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| 1st April 2010 |
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alright
guys, i'm sorry to say i'm deleting all my cutiemish stuff...
everything! my youtube vids and everything, coz i've decided to be a
stripper and i need to rid all my "cute stuff" ........mmhmmm (BAD MUJIIII in photo! completely been scratching my chest to peices! and if you can't see the scratches, enjoy the photo of my chest *scoff face* xXx) oh and sorry i was brushing my teeth at the time! |
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| 30th March
2010 |
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alright
guys! just a few updates since the last blog, i've been a busy girl :)
(gets her diary out to remind her) so on the 24/25th i've been working on one promotion then on the 26th to 28th i've been doing another promotion, and yesterday i went to buy Muji a new cage and he's loving it! nice and big! oh and on the 28th we had a belate birthday meal and drinky for Matt! and we had a bit too much to drink and ended up drawing on each others faces! (see picture!) think i'm like a chinese hitler indian pocahontas or something! shrug! my fringe is growing out ok right tho? sigh i'm having a japanese month as i saw another advert for japanese people, and it looked pretty awesome and it's the same agency i got the other one so i thought might aswell give it a shot! oh and this is before i got my fringe cut, i look pretty terrible as i was just about to head to the gym and couldn't be bothered to sort my face out, so i look gross, but give it a watch, it's completely my genuine face, i was disappointed coz i like marmite but the cereal bar was badddd! give it a vote too of course and i could be played on the tubes as advertisement CLICK HERE TO SEE VID AND VOTE much love to you all enjoy life as it is short and do all the crazy things you want to do! i'm not dying (as i know of) but i feel like life needs to be special and made the most of! you only get one shot of life ;) (unless you believe in recarnation....i might come back as a rabbit or a cat... or a bird... i'd like that..... weirdo!) xXx |
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| 22nd March 2010 |
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Hi
guys! well firsts first, Thank you SO much for those of you who bought
my app!! don't forget to leave a review and rating, that way apple can
pick it up and put it on the main page and such, if you can't get the
app, coz u've not got an iphone/ipod, still give it a rating, it'll be
nice to get all the support i can get :) it's my first app so it's not
going to be perfect but i'm working on updates already and about to put
it through to apple :) i'm going to make a vid tomorrow and show u all
how it goes! this is the link to my app if you want to have a look/buy
it. Thank you again :) http://itunes.apple.com/gb/app/puny-humans/id362230281?mt=8 Buy Puny Humans on itunes now! Support is much much much appreciated. ok so onto a little bit of blogging, i went to do a shoot for a BBC pilot and they cut my hair on set haha! i was suppose to be a japanese girl, with 4 other lovely girls, but i was the one they wanted to give a full thick fringe, so now i look slightly odd and constantly japanesey! for another 4 weeks till my fringe grows out and i can get it trimmed back to how it was :) and then the next 3 days (fri-sun) i've been working for Sky3D promoting the brilliant 3D channel coming to sky! was watching it in the little place we had to promote it and it really is amazing!!! but hey, here are some japanesey pics from thursday xXx (1st pic is me about to get airbrushed! this awesome machine that spraypaints ur face almost haha, 2nd pic is me all done and ready to go on set ) |
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| 16th March 2010 |
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hallo
my sexy sexies, today is SUCH a fit day! its so sunny, i woke up nice
and early cos of the sun, and i'm just mmmmmm loving the nice warm
(ish) weather! and Matt and i have put through to apple our little fun
app, it's extremely cutiemish style! so i hope u like it, but obviously
it's just a starter and theres going to be loads of updates, but i
shall let you know either way if its up and what not, ALSOOOOO i got
selected to be in a little sketch show for the bbc thursday, i have no
idea what it's going to be like, but i'm looking forward to it hehe, i
guess i'm getting more into acting side now, even tho it's not "proper"
acting! ah well, better in the biz than not at all right? well i need
to do a bit more for the app before it's actually released, sooooo i'm
excited and i hope ur all having a gorgeous day coz i sure am! oh and
muji somehow escaped from his cage yesterday... poor matt was chasing
him around the flat trying to get him back into the cage! Muji sure is
a weird rabbit, he likes sitting in the sun when i thought rabbits
prefer being in the dark, and he always grabs his food, jumps somewhere
else with the food in his mouth and eats it there!? maybe he thinks i'm
gona eat his food, i mean i'm not that fat am i! admitedly that pic
below is looking a bit podgy... damn you gym! u are not forfiling ur
promises! xXx p.s please excuse the poo muji left next to him! he was rolling around when i took this pic... |
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| 13th March 2010 |
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oh
bollocks, i forgot it's matt's birthday today! i remembered last
night!!!! i said happy birthday last night!!!! bah anyways, on
wednesday i was SAing on the lee nelson "well good" show, i'm in the
faliraki sketch, so keep an eye out, i think it's on the bbc3! it was
so hilarious to film and all that so i can't imagine what it would look
like on screen, and i went to iow yesterday to keep matt company for a
funeral! i don't do funerals so i just left matt to it and met him
after, but i've been rather busy recently hence the lack of blogage!
hmmm, let me see if i can find a pic.. ah! i took a very myspacey pic
of myself when i was in costume on wednesday! i won't say any more!
haha, anyways guess we should do something as it's matt's birthday! xXx (erch i look so gross in that pic! ah well! enjoy xXx) |
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| 25th Febuary 2010 |
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wow
guys, time sure flies! its almost the end of feb! ah, well, i thought
i'd just post a random blog, it's raining today, i went shopping and
got stuck in the store, but luckily i grabbed my umbrella as i left the
house! i even went back through the door to get it! can never be too
safe :) ahhhh so much baby foood! the strawberrys and cream one is
actually quite nice hehe,anyways i'm making banoffee pie and about to
make banana cake, i seem to be gettin a headache :S wonder why! shrug!
but this is a pic from HK, tennis court on the roof, and i was having a
water fight with my brother! funny coz the water dried up instantly as
it fell on the ground! hotttt, miss the summer! hopefully soon right?
spring to come first but meh deh! ahhhh mannnnn i'm soooo confuseddd,
so i think i'll just get goin with worky worky :) xXx |
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| 22nd Febuary 2010 |
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Depeche
modeeeeeeeeee, saw them at the o2 on saturday, fell asleep straight
after as i was working that day, ah, i've been up at 6 in the morning
every day for the past 3 days and then working at the babyshow till 6pm
haha, i've got so much baby stuff, i wanted to try some baby food so
i've got a few random jars of babyfood to try it, i shall tell u now,
it's disgusting! i shall also show u a photo when i've finished trying
them all haha! hmmmmm oh yes i saw a quadruplets at the baby show, wow
they were SO cute and also just amazing to see one.. or 4? i mean it
was amazing to see a quadruplet! 3 girls and a boy hehe, so sweet, i do
have a photo, but i dont want to post i have no right to post it.. does
that make sense!? i'll post this photo instead, me at the o2, i'm
holding a sandwich if ur wondering, i was pretty hungry as i had only
eaten a sandwich earlier that day on my break and that was it.. awww :(
i'm so lame! but hey, babiesssss! talk to you soon, i'm going to have a
shower and go shopping! xXx |
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| 14th Febuary 2010 |
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Well
guys, do you all know what day it is today!? ..... it's my birthday!!!
no, no it's not, it's chinese new year and bloody valentines day too!
right so which one do you celebrate!? chinese new year.. well you
know... chinese new year! new... yearrrrrr.... or valentines day, a day
that has no real background, a complete riot for advertisers to sell
their shit and a time to """"showwww your loveeeee"""""", honestly
don't get me started on how crap i think valentines day is! what are
you suppose to do on valentines day that you can't do any other day! it
kinda angers me how people always make a special effort on valentines
day.. everyday should be special with your loved ones, if you like
someone, bloody tell them straight off, what if the person u liked died
suddenly, they would never know that u liked them! and you would never
know what kind of life you'd have with them, or not have with them,
live is short and why should you wait a whole year to tell someone you
like them! i don't think it's an excuse for anything. am i making sense
guys? sorry to be a complete kill joy, and if you do celebrate
valentines day i hope you have fun, but today it's chinese new year to
me and i'm so happy to have my family and friends in my life. I tell
you what, i used to go out with a guy, he was so sweet, we broke up for
reasons, and well he's my ex you know, no hard feelings and such, we
were friends but basically he died, his heart just stopped, i couldn't
go to his funeral coz i didn't want to get upset, but my point is, life
is that short, i used to go out with him and now he's not even around
anymore! so don't bother wasting time, just do things! anyways, sorry
for going off on one, just had a very busy week working outside... in
the snow and rain and wind and general freezing weather! hope you all
have a lovely day, no matter what you do, love you all ;) xXx oh and the Tan Hauser gig yesterday was awesome! hehe xXx |
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| 8th Febuary 2010 |
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HAHAHAHA,
i was wondering around morrisons and in the bargin bin, i saw all the
Tiger woods golf game in there.... that's kinda harsh but quite funny.
i've gota rather busy week going, i'm working all week but also i've
got unmissable events to go to in the evening too, i'm going to be
rather wrecked by the end of the week, oh its valentines day/chinese
new year on sunday, boo, chinese new year wins but it's going to toned
down coz a stupid commercial day.. i mean valentines day, well we'll
see, i'm going to leave u with another HK photo, lets see.. (this is
where i add the photo, i don't know which one it is yet!) where am i!?
ok i don't know where i am in this photo, but i either seemed rather
interested in the bin, or i'm really hot and trying to ventilate my
armpit, or i'm going "ooo whats that over there" well i dono, use ur
imagination! oh its Tan Hauser Gates gig on saturday if you guys are
interested, think it's in Putney Halfmoon or whatever it's called! i'm
gona head out and sort some officey stuff now. byeeee xXx |
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| 7th Febuary 2010 |
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Hi
everyone, as promised i'm back and i have a pic for u! just a bit about
Essex (where i worked for the past few days) well it was interesting...
Matt and i kept getting stared at, think we were obviously not from
Essex! ah well, anyways i'm off for sushi so shall talk later! but
heres a pic! quite honestly i have no idea what i'm doing! haha but enjoy! xXx |
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| 4th Febuary 2010 |
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wow
that couldn't have gone more wrong trying to type out the title, first
i thought it was january, then i put 2009 instead of 2010! time sure
flies huh! but i found this really random video of me in hk and it made
me laugh and i thought it would make a good gif image, it didn't work
out so well but i'll show u anyways! i miss hk! i want to go back!
maybe i can go again this year! yes, that'l be lovely, maybe i'll be
use to the mosquito bites now!... not that i'm willing to risk it! did
u guys see the size of my bites!? they were the size of my body part
that i had a bite on!! and i had ALOT of them! I'm off away to work again, so i wont be around to reply to messages and such! but i shall be backkkk! i'll post a day of photos from hk when i get back, coz we took thousands of photos in hk but i never had the chance to post many of them! this'll start on mmmm sunday? monday? sunday :) ohhh... and then i've got to work late every day next week! just a heads up! i will be around! xXx oh and i've gotten slightly addicted to listening to radio 1 everyday, greg james is rather fit! "how do u know what he looks like if ur listening to him" u ask... well i just look on the website!? doy haha ;) love u all xXx |
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| 29th January 2010 |
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| oh
dear i really need to work out haha! its been so cold and i've been
working so much and just completely lost track of going to the gym!
atleast i dont have dodgy joints still! well sorta! i wonder why that
was! weird, but hey, it's finally happening, poor muji has to get his
nads chopped off tomorrow :( i didn't want to but apparently he has to!
he seems happy enough but i guess he'll get aggressive sooner or later
:( wibbly. i feel bad coz i might ruin him! he's so lively and cute, he
might just sit in his cage forever more after we get his nads chopped
off but i guess it's too late to turn back now! haha, ahhhh ok! well my
nose is running, think i'm getting a cold or something! itchy and
ARGHHH. anyways, love u all xXx |
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| 24th January 2010 |
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I'm
backkkkk!helllooooo hehe, back from Norfolk, been working all week and
i'm sooo tired, awww it's really nice havin little moogee back too! he
seems a bit funy actually, maybe been on his own too much or something!
but hey, so i've been talking to people who smoke all week, and it's
really sad when u see people carrying their kids, and so we'd ask, "do
you smoke?" "yes" "do you want to give up?" "no not really" and they'd
walk off... its sad, you've got a kid... do it for them!!!! but hey,
its a matter of choice, but it's also very sad how some people
generally can't stop,i've had people say how they really hate
themselves for smoking and really want to quit but cant! ah, it's
funny! but hey hey hey, it's over now, but i do have more work to do..
every week actually! love u all, glad to be back! xXx oh and while i was waiting for Tan Hauser Gate at the recording studios, i was playing wii by myself... i thought i did pretty well! 213 with 4 strikes in a row, 230 with strikes and spares! whats the highest you've got? xXx |
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| 15th January 2010 |
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| Good
morning krusty krew! so! i think Italians defo have more interesting
restaurants than any other!!!! we were getting drunk in the restaurant
and there were about 19 of us! we were practically half the restaurant,
it was a fairly packed restaurant and then suddenly there was shouting
and everyone rushing to the kitchen, like all the staff and some
customers, and there more shouting and then the police got involved,
and the chef was like, sorry everyone half price off the bill, soooo
strange! i heard something about "she said she wouldn't take my
picture" (customer) and "i'm keeping your credit card" and "you were
about to hit a girl!" from the chef, but was pretty scary! anyways i'm
off to Norwich for a week to work, so i won't be around! boo, i'm going
to miss muji so much, we've got to find someone to take care of him for
a week, we'll see! but hey, love u all and will see u in a week :)
maybe we'll meet sometime ;) xXx |
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| 13th January 2010 |
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It's
taken me a whole day split into 2, 13 hours to be precist to watch the
whole series of glee! infact i just finished watching it and i was a
bit too into it that i didn't realise Muji peed on me! that bastard!
haha! i am so cold! oh sorry to correct myself, i've seen the first
half of the 1st series! i know there are another 9 eps! anyways like i
said i'm sooo cold, it snowed alot last night, and i saw something
funny, i took a photo of it but i can't b bummed to post it! i've been
using Matt's iphone as he's playing with another phone, and i haven't
quite figured out how to bluetooth to my laptop! but i'll give u this
pic instead as i hope it's much cuter than the pic which really isn't
that funny! but i thought it was... hmmm... loves :) xXx |
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| 12th January 2010 |
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Muji
has been sucha complete bastard recently!!! for a start, he keeps
jumpin on me and leavin scratches all over me! and i had 2 apples
(they're rather small, i'm not a fatso to eat 2 apples) and i let him
eat the little bits but not the core coz i know the seeds are
poisoness! i left them on top of the cage, behind my laptop (i put my
laptop on the cage and sit on the floor) but i was listening to music
with headphones on and didn't realise muji jumped ontop of the cage
from the back and ate the cores.. with the seeds! so he's probably
going to die now! well he's still alive so thats good, but he peed on
me 3 times yesterday! THREEEEEE sooooo annoyinggg! twice in the day and
once at night time! i tried to toilet train him, it worked really well
but i guess he just enjoys peeing on me too much! and just now! he
chewed through my headphones while i was using them! so he's discovered
jumping and chewing! greatttttt! still cute tho :) but annoying!!! ahhh
xXx |
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| 5th January 2010 |
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haha
i'm so lame! 2010!!!! yeahhh, happy new year guys, sooo whats everyone
up to for the new year? not quite sure why i'm asking that!? shrug, i'm
in an awfully funny mood, but i'd love to know what u guys first
ate/drank/shotted or generally consumed first in 2010! i've always
wondered if anyone made a special effort to eat/drink something
special! i had some sort of champagne, i was with other people so i
kinda forgot to pick something i realllly wanted haha! i'll post a
little forum page so u can put what u consumed! i'd be interested to
know! much love to u all! and congrates for making it into 2010 alive!
and hopefully...well! hehe xXx here are some pics of muji and i! xXx |
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| 31st December 2009 |
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 Happy New Year!! xXx |
hey
guys, well it's almost 2010, time sure flies, i remember being the
class of 2000!!! but i'm off to bristol for the new year!? why i'm not
quite sure, admitedly last year i was in london and it was just crowded
and waiting for the clock to chime then the whole of parliment exploded
but magically peiced itself together again!! u completely missed it!
and everyone that filmed it, the recordings just came out as the music
video to the vengaboys - we like to party! cool but not for me! haha
just kidding, i'm in sucha weird mood recently, think i miss working!
haha anyways 2010 is going to be amazing for me, and i really hope it's
going to be just the same for u! i live with no regrets and never will,
i learn from my mistakes, i never regret the things that have gone
wrong, the things i've done wrong, the shitty people i've met, i just
learn to become a better person, i hope u all think the same way i do,
theres no point regretting anything, lifes too short to stop and think
what could have been if... i love my family and no matter what i know i
can always depend on them, i know some people who don't care about
their parents, i do wonder why, your parents give u so much and care
for u all through birth to teenage times, so why would u want to not
have anything to do with ur parents, hmmm, just my opinion. but hey,
heres to an amazing 2009, with all it's lows and highs that made us the
person we are today and lets look forward to 2010 and hope for more
highs than lows, but either way we will accept them and carry on with
life. i love you all for being my friend and being there to give me
support and love, i really appreciate it! i'm just another person in
the world, i'm no different to u, so please don't think of me as anyone
special :) Happy new year my wonder wonder wonder friends, and thank u for being part of my life :) xXx |
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| 25th December 2009 |
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| hmmm
christmas, i won't lie but i don't actually like christmas! but hey it
doesn't matter if i like it or not, i hope u all have a great day and
dont eat too much! i'm spending christmas with my mother! i'm excited
:) family family family, most important thing about christmas! but i
just want to be really cheesy and say that i consider u guys a sort of
family to me! oh my gosh that really sounds cheesy but i can talk to u
guys and depend on u guys to keep me sane in a really weird distant
way! hehe, anyways merry christmas my lovely webfamily, u make me
smile! xXx love u all xXx |
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| 20th December 2009 |
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| omgosh,
Brittany Murphy just died, this morning (american time), She's not my
most favouritest actress but obviously i know her stuff and i loved her
song, clueless, sin city, i think she's pretty good at what she did,
but now she's gone, if anything she's so young and it's such a wake up
call that your life can be taken away so quickly and just any time, i'm
so shocked that she's gone at such a young age, its a reminder that
life is so short and u should all make the most of your life... people
say that all the time, but damn it's so true isn't it? xXx |
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| 20th December 2009 |
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5
days till christmas! oh and i'm back from Kent ;) no internet, my dad
is actually so retro! i missed my mujiii sooo muchhhh, oh and i guess
matt was missed too.... nah! i cleaned out my room, so theres pretty
much nothing there, if you remember in my "sexyback" video, dont know
whose seen it, i think it's still on youtube somewhere. anyways, i had
so many posters and stuff all over the place but i decided i needed to
grow up and my dad took all my posters down, and i threw away 3 bags of
stuff (bin bags) and gave away 2 and a half bags of clothes, toys,
books and all sorts to charity, the woman wasn't very grateful, she was
just like "thanks" while in london, when i gave a bag of coathangers to
charity the lady was like "god bless u, thank u very much"!!! i just
gave them alot of my stuff!!! bah, ah well. i know u all know how much i love making stuff, so i know u know that i will most likely make some cards... in which i did! do u like them!? i like things in sizes so these are actually pretty small haha. i'm gona play with my lil moogee again now, been playing with him all night since i got bak and this morning, wow he really did a number on my chest, 'wooh wooh wooh! just coz you do that in the woods, doesn't mean you can do that on my chest!' haha!!! quote ;) he has very sharp nails! okies later xXx (the middle card was actually a birthday card!) |
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| 16th December 2009 |
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 Merry Christmas! |
It's
almost christmas!!! and look what i've got! SHAWEEETT, so tiny and
likes my tea.. like mee! I'm off back to my hometown now, so i'm gona have to leave him with my smelly housemate, but Muji is pretty smelly too so they'll get along just fine ;) and they're both dudes... ah i may have to chop his nads off coz apparently they get quite horny and aggressive, so off to the vets we go! love love love xXx  |
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| 14th December 2009 |
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| Hey
it's almost been a whole year since i started my website! and i've been
so glad i have somewhere to share my thought with my lovelies :) i've
been in sucha great mood lately, besides being ill every so often, i
just feel like i've just started making something of my silly life, and
i'm making myself useful in this world of london, i had a mini audition
yesterday, the guys were really lovely. this week i've been chilling
out mainly but i've been called last min to work on this really cool
promotion, it was realllly cooolll, like theres this huge screen in
covent garden that shows how much alcohol unit britain had been
drinking compared to how much we're suppose to drink, and my job was to
get people to fill in the quick survey to average up how much people
are drinking and their name turns up on the huge screen, which is also
seen on a live webcam, so people can see on the interweb, and people
online filling it in can see their name pop up on these screens too, i
dont think i'm explaining this very well! but trust me it's VERY cool!
maybe it'll make sense if i just give you the website
www.drinkaware.co.uk :) there haha! I tried some buffalo bilton thingys the other day and some german laberkase.. erm i think i'm spelling everything wrong! anyways buffalo = CHEWWEYYYY, laberkase = WEIRDDDD. hehe i love you all, thank you so much for the support and messages over the past year, i really don't think i can express enough how much i appreciate it, everytime i get a message/comment from you guys, it's like a little hug/kiss/stroke from you guys, and it makes me feel so much better. i honestly love hearing from you guys and i know i'm slightly crap at replying but i do read every single message i get :) love u all xXx |
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| 12th
December 2009 |
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| oh
my gosh, i completely forgot to tell you about the pedophile i saw at
Kings Lynn, PLEASEEEE don't say i'm making this up coz i'm seriously
not! ok so!!! it was a saturday and it was VERY busy in ye old town
centre! and there were amazing little 10-12 year olds wearing little
high heels, clutch bags, short skirts or just leggins with no shorts or
anything, i find this fashion slightly disgusting, but hey if you've
got the confidence to dress as such then go for it, i personally rather
keep my butt hidden away, ANYWAYS i was just doing my usual jobby, and
i was looking one way and i saw these 3 girls and this old man and i
happened to tune in when i heard the girl say to him rather loudly "NO
THANK YOU" i was a bit confused as i thought this man may have been one
of the girls father, but he seemed a bit old to be so, and the girl
walked off and the other 2 girls were clinging arms sorta looking a bit
weirded out, and i was trying so hard to figure out what was going on
and what relation this man was to them, and then the girl that walked
off pointed and said something loudly and jumped into the shop and the
other 2 jumped in there with her, and the man sorta was outside walked
past the door a bit, looked back, waited a few secs and walked off, i
was watching the girls and they just stood inside talking to each other
for 30 secs then came back out, i was confused as hell, and they looked
at me as they came out, so i asked them "Did you know him!?" and they
were like "no!!!!" SOOOOO that was creepy as hell!!! so am i right in
saying that that was more than very likely to be a pedo!? GROSS!!! thought i'd share that with u! xXx |
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| 9th
December 2009 |
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Good
mooorrnninggg, you know what, I think i need to wash my dishes, i had
to dig around for a bowl but really wasn't any so i used a mug but i
didn't have any, well i looked in the other cupboard and found one!
thats fixed, but then i couldn't find a tea spoon! (the table spoons
are too big for the mug) i ran out of that too, but luckily i
remembered i took a spoon to norfolk with me to measure out how much
medicine i had to take, so i washed it and used that.. but yeahhhh, i
never thought i'd be eating cerial out of a mug, i always see it in
sketches, people using pans and stuff but i always think, who ACTUALLY
does that! well i take that back! >< xXx |
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| 8th December 2009 |
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| wow
christmas sure is speedin up! what does everyone want for christmas? in
all honesty i just want to be happy! but in material.. i want a
rabbit!! mini lop! think i'll go get one this saturday :) xXx |
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| 7th December 2009 |
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Hey
guys, i'm back from my work trip! Teethless men yeahhhh! people were
very much ohhh i dono! ok there were Very rude people, a few nice
people, lots of old people, lots of young savagely dressed peasants,
lots of teethless men, lots of people that smoked but at the same time
lots of people that don't, or more like people in denial that they
don't smoke or want to give up smoking. oh enough of my trip to
Norfolk, it was great to have my wonderful housemate to drive me up
there, i had a stand that needed to be taken up there, would have been
a mission to take it up there, so i bought Matt one of his fave beers
as a big thank u! and cooked a nice little meal for him :) anyways, i'm
glad to be back in london, i realised now that i can never leave
london! i miss it too much when i'm away for more than a few days!!!
xXx love u all xXx |
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| 2nd December 2009 |
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Isn't
it funny how time flies! i've had a really great and bad year, mainly
great coz i've got a great housemate that's been my best friend too,
well sorta! love u guys of course! but you'd be glad to know that i'm
only havin morning tummy spazms so i'm on the road to recovery but now
it's been replaced by a very painful chesty cough, but in all honesty i
prefer this to what i had for the past 5 days! wowww badddd! but we
shall see tomorrow morning how bad my tummy is! but Matt's prescribed
me port for my throat and cough, and i have a lot of stage make up on,
apologies! i look a wreck, was raining alot, anyways i shall depart u
for now, i'm off to Norfolk this weekend to work, so wont be bak till
monday! but love u allll, and for those who bought something, ur
christmas present is on it's way :) xXx |
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| 1st December 2009 |
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  Photo fixed by J.Jackson ;) |
Happy
1st of December my sexy bunch, sorry it's been so long but i've been
busssyyyyy!!!! been working for 3 weeks straight and then for the past
4 days i've been REALLLLY ill, like stupidly ill, dont really know
whats wrong with me but i'm not making it up! i hated it when i was
younger in 6th form... year 12 and 13... erm.. when i was 17 and 18...
sorta like college! but i stayed at the same school, sorry i have to
explain that everytime i mention 6th form coz i know its a UK thing!
anyways, i had these really bad tummy aches, and i'd have to stay at
home quite alot coz of it, but people started to wonder if i was just
skiving! skiving as in, pretending i was ill! and the thing is, i was
ill! but people started to think i was just imagining being ill, but i
wasn't! the pain was definately there in my tummy! i dont know how many
of u remember me having to take all those tablets (8 a day for a week)
and that didn't work so i had to have an endoscopy, but they couldn't
find anything! so they sent me to a tummy doctor but i just couldn't be
bothered coz i was just getting sent all over the place and so i just
stuck with it and got better in about a year, well i'm having tummy
aches again, like really bad tummy aches in my upper stomach, it comes
and goes.. oh and i went out to the Embassy london club place bar
place.. to see Tan Hauser Gate play! very strange gig i must say! but
of course they were really great.. but i was just not feelin great!
like i said my tummy aches comes and goes, so i'd be really into the
gig then i'd be completely like "ohhhhhaahhsljgh" then after 20 secs
i'll be fine again! oh the joys of the past few days! but hey, it's
almost christmas, anyone want another christmas present like last year?
if so, or you'd like one this year, simply buy something from my little
cutieMish shop and i'll send u a little christmas present :) ok
well i've got a miniture shoot tomorrow which seems really fun so i'm
excited, and i've got work again in the weekend so best rest up so i
can be up and ready to go for work! arghhhh having a stomach spazm like
i mentioned, ARGHH, pain pain pain... nope still there, ah i'm gona lay
down! let me dig out a pic to keep u guys amused! prob not had a decent
one for a while considering i'm rather gross looking hehe xXx ok i can't find one so i'll give u this one instead...from 11th August 2008.... mmmmm.... :/ |
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| 16th November 2009 |
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ahhh
my day off today! been working all week but back to work tomorrow!
sorry for not being around to post things, i'll leave u with a little
pic tho! i've got late work for the next week so no late night gym work
for me! ah well, miss u all so much, thank you for all ur messages and
kindness :) xXx |
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| 6th November 2009 |
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hallooo
sexys, look at my work of art for THG! we were in a studio and the
studio had a guest book type thing so i made a pretty little page for
them! hehe xXx ok i've got 4 posters of me in the uk, 2 in birmingham and 2 in london, if u find them! u get a prize, but obviously i need a picture proof or a video! let me know then!!! they should be up for another week!!! so not long to find them! xXx lovesssss xXx |
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| 3rd November 2009 |
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Hello
alllll, ohhh man worky worky! i'll be working for a campaign that runs
for a month so i may be rather tired and not in the mood to write! but
hey hey! i love u all and will try my hardest! xXx i need to post a vid
don't i! mann i'm crap! hehe xXx |
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| 1st November 2009 |
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Happy
Halloweennnnn! awww i'm a day late! well hope u all had fun yesterday!
happy 1st of november! teehee xXx we dressed up yesterday and attempted
to go out, but got rather drunk and almost chopped my foot off instead!
with a knife if you're wondering! but hey hey! this is our halloween
doings! xXx i put a cutieMish badge there to show how tiny our pumkins
are :) hehe |
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| 30th October 2009 |
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happy
30th! OMGOSHHHH I JUST REALISEDD it's halloween tomorrow! i SOOO have
to go out!! clubbin or something! i dono! but AHHHH that's so
exciting!!!!! halloween in london!!! AHHHHH!!! whats everyone doing?
hehe anyways i didn't realise i had a freckle in my sideburn, matt took
a photo to show me, admitedly i was a bit drunk when he took it hence
the weird photo! but look! freakle! haha!!! xXx |
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| 29th October 2009 |
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Oh
dear! posting a blog yesterday totally slipped my mind! my bad! but
hey!!! i'll make up for it today! okkkkk sooooo back to the Isle of
wight, we went to the chines and there was this really pretty cat that
looked exactly like my old cat Charlie R.I.P :(:(:(:( besides it didn't
have a white tip on the end of it's tail, and it realllly liked the
chinese pheasant and quael, or however u spell it! quiel? qwale?
qwhale!? shrug, but u can see them behind the pretty kitty! haha,
anddddd we went to loads of beaches! and this one was creepy as hell,
we had to climb down loads of steep stairs, there was a sign saying
they were closed coz the stairs were eroding (thats a REALLY weird
spelling! i checked it so it IS correct :P ) but we went down there
anyways haha!!! and it was like spirited away, don't know if any of you
have seen it! where she goes down the stairs! anyways, i've got a
little comp/vid comin up, so keep an eyeball out :) not all the time
tho coz it'll dry up... bahh i know i know bad joke! ..shat up.. no u
shat up... ok i'm gona go! xXx |
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| 27th October 2009 |
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hey
everyone, sigh i'm having a very huffy puffy mood today! i was grating
some cheese yesterday, with the cheese slicer and slipped and sliced
the skin off my palm :( kinda hurts! looks all pink, bah! anyways this
is my random temp tattoo, i love it! it's so cute and keeps me company,
i mean i wanted a tattoo on my hand but i can't coz i need to keep
myself a blank canvas, i've said this numerous of times so i won't go
on! but hey here it is! hehe xXx |
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| 26th October 2009 |
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worky
worky! yes indeed i have! but i wanted to show u guys what i've been up
to and just randomness! so i guess i'll do 1 pic a day like last time
hehe xXx well this one can have 2 coz i'm crap! but i LOVEEE chinese lanterns! we set some off on the isle of wight, really bad coz we're not suppose to without informing coast guards and such but we'll keep this a Wispa secret ;) we set them off at night time at the beach and watched it drift over the little sea between Portsmouth and IOW, cool huh? that's the little lights behind matt there! but hey! i really recommend getting hold of some! they are soooo awesome! anyways, till tomorrow my sexys xXx  |
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| 22nd October 2009 |
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| righhhhttt,
appologies once again, i keep getting called up last min to work! so
i've worked all week and was over in isle of wight setting off chinese
laterns over the sea and prob causing suspicion that ufos are floating
around! anyways, i REALLLLLY need to tidy my dump of a flat and shall
talk to u all in a bit! tempted to eat some Wispa... again.... nom nom
nom nom nom! xXx |
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| 16th October 2009 |
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oh
sorrry! it's been a while since i've blogged, it's chocolate week! it
ends in 2 days but eat as many chocolate bars u can! i've been nomming
chocolate stars and twixs and Wispas and chocolate and chocolate and
Wispas... mmmm chocolate! ANYWAYSSSS on the 9th i got asked to work
last min! infact i got asked pass last min! the job started at 9am and
they called me at 12 and i went rushing off to this place which was 1
hour away! haha, so funny! but i worked for 4 hours and came back! and
then on the 10th i went to see Lucy for her little birthday.. when i
say little i do mean 21st and then life rolls and we're all getting
old! i'm gettin (for some reason) spots! i thought i was past puberty!
is that how u spell it!? well it is now! coz ii sayyy soooo! haha no
just kiddin! but getting old is sucha funny thing! just growing up is a
funny thing! i wish i could skip a few years so i could be settled down
with a job and what not! anyways! i need to put some clothes on coz i'm
cold and neked... i just had a shower... dono why i'm telling u this!
bye! xXx |
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| 8th October 2009 |
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Fruuuuliiiiiiiii,
nom! not quite chocolate tho but still good. hmm matthews going to type
my short blog for me coz i need to pee... Ok, spent most of the morning wiping goo though Mishy's hair, not for the first time either HA! ;) Anyway while this sounds like a dream job, nay fantacy for most... It's apparently a very vital process to keep her hair in good condition. I have little to no understanding of how to maintain a woman's hair, but I can confirm that nearly one billion different creams, pastes, gells, poos etc, are needed to make hair feel/smell/taste like hair should... I did my duty and I have been asked to say that her hair is really lovely... Who knows, hair is hair... I had a slightly more enjoyable afternoon learning some Catonese, I am now very confident counting from 1 to 10... though I doubt any native speakers would be able to understand a single word... Maybe I should stick with German! I should probably mention moon cake and lamb burgers too, since I've been made to eat both recently, while the lamb burgers tasted great, Mishy kept the (aledgedly) nicer Red Bean cake for herself... Moon cake not being my think, I decided to relive my youth and buy wispa bar, yes they are back and taste exactly like they did in the 80's! Anyone remember Pyramint? Well there is a choccy "bar" that needs to return, speaking of which, how many of you are... ok ok ok enough of matthew! my blog! he can get his own blog! well actually he kind of does, Tan Hauser Gate! but like y'no whatever! ok i'm going to love ya and leave ya! talk tomorrow (if i remember) love u all so much xXx p.s appologies for Matthew's spazzy spelling! |
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| 5th October 2009 |
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| Hallooo,
awwwww i ate icecream and now have a bad tummy acheee, stupid lactose
intolerent! but you know what, i'll never turn down my chocolate, so
let me Wispa you a secret... ..." i'm a big fatty that can't keep my
mouth away from dairy products" naugthy i know! but hey! who can blame
me! sighhh 2 more days of beering then i'm spent! i've really enjoyed this jobby! so i'lll be quite sad to stop working! but hey! thank you so much for those who popped by to say hello! was SOOO lovely to meet u!!! *hugs* heres a random pic! from hk of course! xXx  |
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| 4th October 2009 |
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| hmmmm
October! what a funny world we live in, in just a Wispa, a whole year
goes by and we're moving onto a new year and with life, this year i've
had my highs and lows and i've managed to acheive alot that i wanted to
do, im not quite sure why i'm talking about this so soon! i should be
going on about this in December! ok ok i'll stop but i'll post a few
pics for u xXx LOOOOKKK if you have an iPhone, you will know the very popular app, koi pond! well i found my very own real life koi pond! lovesssss xXx  |
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| 30th September 2009 |
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| headacheee,
headacheeee, i'm ok i'm ok! i'm beering tomorrow! rather excited! i may
forget to post a blog, coz i think i may work between 9-9, but hey, if
you're around i'm working in selfridges in london! food hall :) xXx ah! check out the fit pond/garden my mothers friend has in hk! fittttttt xXx  |
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| 29th September 2009 |
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hmmmm
i'm feeling funny! as per usual! but hey! heres a pic.. these guys just
wouldn't leave me alone at ocean park! they wanted their photo taken
with me for some reason! and literally wouldn't let me go, my brother
and mother thought it was funny! well i did sorta but i mean! arghhh
weird! haha xXx |
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| 28th
September 2009 |
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awww
:( it's coming to the end of September and into October, whatever
happened to the summer :(:(:(:(:(:( epic sad! as it's Monday morning (i
tend to do these blogs every morning) i'm sittin in bed wondering if
we'll ever have a the world we lived in back again, i'm not saying i
want dinosaurs roaming around the world! (or if you believe in god...
erm... a great flood and 2 of every animal on an ark...?) but i mean,
in general:- warm summers and coldish winters with snow, no pollution,
just pleasant world, and i guess personally or perhaps in life,
equality, happiness, being free and just... general pleasantness, where
everyone is nice to each other and peasants, horrible people and chavs
never came around! bah i'm starting to get into a funny mood where i'm
thinking too much! but don't we all do that sometimes! heres a pic!
haha! they had scales in my extremely posh Macau Hotel! xXx love u all
xXx |
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| 27th September 2009 |
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YEAHHHH
it's sunday! and yeahh i'm not working today, guess they didn't need
me! which is fine coz i'm working for 7 days in a row next week, i cant
remember if i told u or not? i'm working in Selfridges giving out
samples of beer, so if ur around, pop in and i'll give u some beerrr!
nom, haha, i've been studing the company and history of Tiger beer (the
client) so i know a fair bit about it! i won't bore u! but hey hey,
heres another photo from HK! this is when we went to ocean world, or
whatever it's called! and look, i'm a historical bird... haha lame!
loves u all xXx |
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| 26th September 2009 |
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i've
been pretty good keeping this up huh! but mind you i'm running out of
nice photos of myself! ah well, 26th today, i dont know why the 26th is
sucha memorable date to me... i think it may had of been the 26th of a
month that i started going out with my ex! shrug! but hey! it's the
weekend! what has everyone got planned? i may be working tomorrow,
modelling shoes haha! but i don't know if they need me or not, it's all
based on looks, so hit or miss kinda thing! anyways, heres a picture to
hopefully make you smile! it sure makes me smile :D lovessss xXx |
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| 25th September 2009 |
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Snoooppyyyy! i love snoopy! i walked past
this every day coz it was outside my hotel! pretty nifty hey!
sexualllllll haha xXx |
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| 24th September 2009 |
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| OHHHH
NOOOOOO i missed a day!!! not my fault thooo! i was called to be
Supporting Artist last min on the 22nd ( tuesday) and had worked for 11
hours
yesterday being a manicurist! hehe had a laugh with the other SAs and
the crew and some of the actors :) but heres 2 pics to make up for
yesterdays! "i can be lion looking too!" that and i
couldn't get the ball out it's mouth rar rar rar
 LOL! i loveeeee play areas, was too old to be there but only realised that after we all went out!  |
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| 22nd September 2009 |
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hmm what fishy snack shall i eat first?
haha love chinese supermarkets! xXx
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| 21st September 2009 | ||
ok
i'm going to try post a pic a day till i've run out of nice photos of
me from HK, i realised i've been a bit vague on HKness, i've been
listening to black eyed peas soooo much! i'm not a big fan of the
Elephunk album! but the new one is SO awesome! xXx |
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| 20th September 2009 |
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Hey
everyone soooo it's not my birthday anymore and i'm 21!!! how lame! i
hate being an uneven age haha! i'd rather be 20! FOREVERRRR! bah
getting old, well i got a very cute bd cake from my housemate and a 3d
birthday card! where u look through it and it's 3D very strange! and
then we went to some scary caves, drove around, had a drink, and i cant
remember much, i've been drinking for a whole week, and it's not good!
i need to go on a detox! but i did work today at the skyride! i'll post
a pic when i find some! some people took photoes of me randomly so i'll
have to go search for them haha! but ohhh i love working! even tho my
left arm aches like hell! it's still great that i made something of my
day! instead of just sitting at home doing nout! joyysss, i've got an
interview tomorrow for a lil job when i'm looking forward to! it's so
nice to be in demand for work!! HAHA man i'm lame. anyways i'm about
rather sleepy, but drinkin a bulmers.. pear.. apparently it'll chill me
out! i'll post a few pics from my bd for you, love u all so much! ohhh
i saw kelly brook on my job today, it was a pretty big event, so there
were loads of celebs that attended! but yeah :) lovessss xXx |
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| 15th September 2009 |
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| AHHHH
it's my birthday tomorrow!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY xXx |
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| 11th September 2009 |
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ah
september the 11th! hmmm i think we all know what day today is, it was
8 years ago? i remember first hearing about it when i was walkin home,
but i was quite young and i didn't think it was a big deal, but how
wrong was i! it was played over and over again on tv, for weeks! sad :(
but hey on a lighter not, and i'm pretty sure u all know by now.. it's
my birthday in 5 days haha! xXx |
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| 6th September 2009 |
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| oh
myyy goshhhh, ARGHHH 10 days till my birthday! i'm so going out into
london for my birthday! yayyy, well i hope i can! who wants to come?
hehe. i went shopping yesterday and i was in selfridges and looking at
the miss selfridge section, i picked up some jeans, then it wasn't the
right size so i went to put it back, reached up, touched it slightly
with the hanger then everything just collapsed! ARGHHHHHH i thought it
was pretty funny actually, but i felt bad for the lady that had to tidy
it up! i did ask if she wanted help but i think she was in a mood with
me for distroying the place, in all honesty it WASN'T my fault!!!! i
didn't even attack the thing! and it just fell over! bah, anyways i
wana get some nice shoes for my birthday, but perhaps i'll wait till
tuesday (my payday) YAY, ACHOOOoOO bless me... all this dust is
irritating my nose and encouragin hayfever! spring cleaning at the mo!
anyways, loves to u all xXx talk soon xXx |
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| 30th August 2009 |
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it's
almost September, and what a horrible summer we've had, i'm really
grateful that i could go to HK for 3 weeks, so i had a bit of a summer,
with the nice weather and such, but i do wonder... about the whole
global warming thing *sips her chinese tea (loong jeng)*, how did we
manage to get our earth into this state!? i mean, surely scientist
would have created a way to fix this, we do have electric cars but they
are SO expensive, why are people choosing money over the future of our
earth? in desperate times, like we are in at the moment, we should
think as one world as oppose to selfishness and money making!! we
shouldn't be making public transport more expensive, nor anything else
that helps our earth, such as solar panels. i think it's stupid that
we're almost forced to destroy the earth because we can't afford to use
products to save the earth! am i talking complete rubbish or am i
making slight sense!? xXx |
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| 25th August 2009 |
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| how
funny, i didn't realise how close my birthday was!!!!! its in 3 weeks!
ARGHHHHHHHHH SO EXCITEDDD! i really wana have a huge outing in London,
but i dono how i'm gona do this! i mean arghh! so excited! still
working me! so happy that i can work monday till saturday! 2 weeks in a
row! wonder what will happen next week tho! awww people are just so
random! while working, i've come across funny, scary, lovely, VERY
CUTE, rude, EXTREMELY RUDE people... and may i add.. VERY CREEPY...
this drunk guy keeps sitting in the same spot, he's really creepy,
won't tell u about him, coz he was way too close for my liking, so i
try to stay clear of him, dont really fancy goin on anymore about it!
but yeah, loves work and limos ;) still rolling in limo all week :)
hehe xXx kisses for my lovelys xXx |
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| 22nd August 2009 |
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i
worked two jobs today! i couldn't be more excited but grumpy! am kinda
tired but i feel like i've actually managed to become helpful in the
world! it's a really nice feeling that i've worked 6 days this week and
today (saturday) i've worked 2 jobs! that's sooo cooolll, i never
thought i'd actually work 2 jobs! but i did and i'm really excited
haha! anyways, i've eaten soooooo much carbs today :( but i guess i
deserve a treat, i mean i got up at 7, and had a light expresso (made
it myself, i dont like them too strong!!!) and then went to work for 3
hours, then i had a few breadsticks and then sat in Costa with Mattus
for half an hour (he drove me to my other job) and then i worked for 4
and a half hours and i got very hungry and matt had some crisps in the
car so i nommed the whole bag... FATTY! but admitidly i needed the
energy (but not the fat, boo) then when we got home, the eggs and milk
were going out of date so we ate egg on toast... 4 each! soooo... yeah,
way too much carbs today! but REALLY good! its funny how simple cooked
meals such as egg and toast can taste so good! but admitedly i prefer
to proper cook food! like... erm... i always liked cooking cottage pie,
or similar but with aubergines! or eggplants i believe they're called
in america! i don't eat beef so it's always with pork! what the hell am
i talking about!? i just realised i'm talking absolute poo and prob
boring u guys! alright i'll leave u with a pic! ...adwalker! so very
warm to wear! haha xXx |
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| 20th August 2009 |
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hmmm
would you guys believe me if i told you i've been travelling in a
limosine everyday this week...? no? i didn't think so... well
actually.... i have!!!! HA. anyways got more work tomorrow! yayyy, i'm
such a huge nerd, i actually enjoy working! no matter how tiring it is,
i do get a bit grumpy in the morning and after work but when i look
back at what i've been doing, i feel somewhat satisfied that i've done
my job and that i've done it well and that i've actually made use of
myself! alright, in abit xXx |
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| 19th August 2009 |
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had Yo! Sushi today... i got a splinter in my lip! hahaha luckily i was
having a bad face day today and decided to take my tweezers to work
just incase of a stray eyebrow.... and used it to pluck it out... i
mean use the tweezers to pluck the splinter out not use my eyebrow to
pluck the splinter out.. yeahhh u know what i mean! i'd best get to bed
coz i'm sleepy! night all much love xXx |
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| 16th August 2009 |
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| Hey
everyone, it's sunday night and i'm extremely upset, i've had a lovely
weekend in bristol, went on a the suspention bridge, and played a bit
of crochet... but i just got back and i went to tesco to get a bottle
of wine, and well i obviously had to pay at the counter coz they wud
want to check my id, but theres a self scanner next to the counter i
was using, and a man was interupting the man servin me askin for
another 50p coz his one didn't work, but i knew i had a 50p in my purse
and i was using my card anyways, so i said oh i have one and swaped it
with him, but when he gave me his, i thought.... hmm this is a bit
chunky it's prob an old one, which isn't right... but i checked and it
wasn't even fuckin english, but i didn't realise until i got out the
shop... and im just so extremely upset that i've just been ripped off
50p, i mean, i actually feel so extremely upset, and he was all like,
oh thank u so much and being really kiss ass about it. but i feel so
completely upset that my kindness and my trust has been so completely
violated, i'm so so so upset that someone completely raped me like
that... my trust in people are so gone, and that i'm not going to be
nice to people ever again, i should have let him wait, but this
complete ass of a peasant, i hate him so f-ing much, he ripped me off a
50p, i'm sorry but what a total bum fluff, how could someone do that!?
i'm really upset! like really really really upset. my trust has totally
been violated, i can never trust anyone ever again! it's only 50p..buts
it's the bloody principles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! words cannot express how
upset i am right now... i'm going to eat something and go to sleep...
goodnight everyone xXx |
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| 14th August 2009 |
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awwww
guess what! i stood on glass yesterday, ARGHHHH, really traumatising,
coz ARGHHH.. well the day i got back from hk, i was trying to get a
plate but knocked the chilli powder bottle out of the cupboard, but i
know the clip on flip lid is broke, so i knew it would go everywhere so
i tried to catch it, but i sorta kept "hot potatoing" it till it landed
ontop of my winnie the pooh glass and it broke the top and non the less
spilled a bit.. mainly in the shelf beneath the one it was on.. which
was all over clean plates! but better than all over the floor!..
ANYWAYSSS i thought i'd cleaned it all up, especially coz i hoovered
and mopped since then, but i musta just knocked it onto open floor but
i was sorta turnin the corner to walk out the kitchen but turned on
something, and it kinda hurt, but i thought it was this stupid screw
that i cant be bothered to pick up so i keep kickin it over to table,
but i took another step and realised it was stuck to my foot, so i
looked at it to see if it really was still there and there was a piece
of glass in my foot, and i was like.... "oh shit" in my head, and i
tried to pull it out but it actually wouldn't come out!!! i started to
use force but it still wouldn't come out! how deep was this bloody
thing! i didn't realise but matt was talkin to me and asked me what was
wrong and i said "somethings gone wrong!! seriously wrong!!!" and he
came over and i was holdin my foot and like "i've got glass in my foot"
and he just got a pair of tweezers and pulled it out while i was
clawing at his shoulder.. now i've gota plaster on my foot! and scared
to go in the kitchen! :( wibbly! also last sunday i went to bristol to
see some balllooonnns with my mateys, SOOO COOOL besides they kept
repeating really corny songs, mainly Lighthouse family, the one that
goes "lifting high in the sky" bla bla bla, but to hot air balloons...
kinda made me shake my head and think... they wud wudnt they! very
rather cool tho! i always wanted to go in a hot air balloon, its in the
list of things i want to do before i die! yes i actually have a list of
things! anyways, i'm havin a bit of problem editing my video! so it may
turn out shit, but i'm trying i'm trying! xXx in the photo, u can see a squid i was about to eat, felt kinda bad coz it looked like it was lookin at me, and a panda we were watching for about half an hour! VERY cute dont' u think! we had front seat view! hehe xXx Addition:- ARGHHHH I THINK SOME BUILDERS JUST WATCHED ME GET CHANGE!!! ohhhh myyy goshhhhhhhh.. i hope my window had a sun reflection or they're short sighted! arghhhh xXx |
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| 10th August 2009 |
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Hey
everyone, guess whose back!!! yup meeeee, "yayyyy.." everyone says so
unexcitedly haha! yeahh well tuff, i'm back and hopefully going to be
able to post some vids! but i totally loved HK, but how can u not! ur
going somewhere different for weeks, i really miss the hot, sticky
weather! well just hot, wasn't too keen on feeling sticky everyday but
just wearing shorts and not worrying about being cold! well until i
walked inside and feelin really cold! i miss mango everything!
desserts, drinks, pudding, "bubble tea", nommm. i don't miss the
mosquitos, being dripped on absolutly everywhere and the typhoon! windy
and sudden rain! but yes, i shall start posting more regularly again
and heres a pic from hk! talk to u all soon, gona start a vid :) xXx p.s sorry for my face and general weirdness of the pic, loads of people started stairing at me just as i took the pic haha! got a bit self conscious! xXx |
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| 19th July 2009 |
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HONGGGGGG
KONNNGGG halllooo, i be there soon ja, okies yeah.... anyways! hmmm i
just realised i mentioned HK in the blog below, shrug, i won't be able
to post blogs and keep u all occupied when ur all bored hehe but i'll
try my hardest to take a few vids to edit and post for u all, if not
loads of photos! anyways, i'll miss u all, i'm going to sleep now! so
see you in 3 weeks, if i ever come across any internet i'll post on my
forum (www.cutiemish.com/forum) it's more accessable than here :) awww
i'll miss u all!!!! sob! talk soon and maybe even see you in HK if your
local ;) xXx p.s appologies for my gross face! i seem to be havin a hard time gettin to sleep and my knees are super bad today! ah well kisses xXx |
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| 17th July 2009 |
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| lol
i just saw myself on TV! how unexpected but pretty nifty! yayyy i'm
going to Hong Kong on Monday, so if you see me around Hong kong make
sure u come say hi! much love xXx |
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| 12th July 2009 |
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| heyyyyy
you gayyyyssss, ok it took a hell alot of time for me to figure out how
to bloody do this! but yayyyy i'm almost done, thats right it's not
100% done, only half done, i've still not stylised it, personalised it,
got it all the way i need to get it done! but i've set up a forum for
you guys to go crazy on, so if you want to test it out and see how it
goes, then that'll be great! no rules but things may disappear and such
coz i'm just testing! so the link is here www.cutiemish.com/forum hope you guys will sign up and go crazy. love you all xXx |
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| 11th July 2009 |
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oh
dear, i've never had a blood test thats turned out like this! is this
normal!? i bloody hope so haha! i've got work in a bit and its raining!
ARGHHHH hate rain! i hate the smell of pavement when it rains! dont
know if u get that anywhere else, but its a horrible smell, most people
like it but i really dont! shrug, anyways love u all xXx |
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| 8th July 2009 |
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ohhhh
myyyy goshh, i'll keep this short coz i'm still feelin funny, i went to
have my blood test and i was absolutly fine having it done, infact i
was watching it, 5 bottles filled up, and yup all fine fine fine, then
i went to reception to ask about results and she started talkin to me
but then i realised i was fading out and the next thing i know she was
like "ohh! you ok!?" and i sorta had to hold myself up, "just feeling a
bit faint? want to sit down for a bit?" and i was like "bleh round
clalc corner... fine..alisdljlhfdsl" and wobbled off and sorta swiped
everything off the counter as i stumbled off! really funny/embarassing!
sorta like something out the movies when someone faints they always
swipe everything off the counter before they fall on the floor, besides
i didn't fall over, just knocked everything! arghhhhhhh! that and i
didn't really hear what she was talkin about! argh! but i'm just laying
down in bed now, talk in a bit xXx |
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| 7th July 2009 |
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i
feel funny, i've been just so uncomfortable and just feeling weird! i
went to the gym yesterday night, hmmmmm perhaps i shouldn't have! but i
did... i looked like a complete emo/like a bomb had hit me, i was
wearing my wrist supports and my knee support! haha, something went
wrong coz my knee wasn't too bad when i went in, but at the end my knee
started hurting... so.. bad session at the gym, but my stomach
hurts..in a good way.. coz it means i've done something right at the
gym! hows my butt... *tense tense* meh ok.. not so good then! i decided
to count how many calories i've eaten today...does anyone know how many
calories an orange has!? haha!!! hmm i'm not sure why but i had a tiny
lump on my index finger, think i may have a splinter but i'm not sure
where it would have come from! kinda hurts! GAH! why am i falling
apart! think i've been around old men too much, its rubbin off on me!
ok i'd best go, much love xXx P.S check out how upside down,back to front, dirty my mirror is! yeahhh sexyyyyy! byee xXx |
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| 5th July 2009 |
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ouchhhhh
my wrists really hurt :( think i may have made them worst by dragging
around these poorly made trolleys for work, and along cobbly roads and
pavements, both my arms really ache, including shoulders, the things i
do! and i somehow made my finger bleed yesterday during work, i only
realised at the end that it was bleeding! oh i'm going out now, i have
to go, i'll finish my blog later! xXx hello again! oh my gosh, i was sitting in the car waiting for matt to come out of the shops coz he wanted something, and we had the roof down so i said i'd wait in the car but i was playing on matts iphone and suddenly the car jolted and i sat up thinking matt was gettin in the car, but i couldn't see him to the right so i looked to the left and a little lady just drove her car into my side of the car!! i was lookin at her and when she drove off, the car wobbled and my mouth just dropped thinking... "ohhh myyy goshhh, no way...." and i got out to see the damage and i didn't know what to do!!! ARGHH but it's all ok, the cars not too bad but it does need to be replaced, i'm rather shaken up coz it was very scary! shrug, ok in a bit xXx |
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| 3rd July 2009 |
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hmmm?
i'm confused! its only the 3rd!? i dont remember writing a blog
yesterday? ohhh good thing i took those photos and put a time on it coz
now i remember! wow i actually forgot what was going on then! but hey!
work today yayyy so excited, i'm feelin a bit achey from the gym 2 days
ago, i was building up stamina, so my stomach and butt hurts HA! i woke
up this morning with a wet face coz it started raining and i had the
window wide open! ahhhhhhh good times! i love it when that happens, i
think i may have written about it in a previous blog! anyways i just
wanted to mock my housemate, it makes me laugh everytime i think about
it! we were playing trivial persuit or whatever its called, and
surprisingly i was losing like crazy coz i'm crap at that kinda stuff,
and he got a film question and i looked at it and was like "WHAT!!!!
that's like the easiest question ever, rar rar rar this is so stupid!"
and so i asked him the question "what colour is shrek?" and he said "oh
i don't know!!!!! yellow!?" and i looked at him in disbelief and
said... "are you serious....yellow?" but i totally forgot he was
colour-blind! and he was saying "he looks yellow to me" i was actually
laughing my head off coz its funny and weird that i forgot! i mean he
sees trees and stuff as yellow but obviously he knows they're green, i
do wonder how he can drive, i do tell him if i think he cant see but
99.8% of the time he can! hehe ok best get ready to go xXx much love xXx |
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| 2nd July 2009 |
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Happy
July everyone! hmm i missed the 1st, wel i shall tell u what happened
yesterday, i went to the gym! walked.. bad move coz even tho its a good
warm up, my ankles and knees were a bit sore, so i didn't go on the
tredmill.. is it called that? i dont know! i always call it the running
machine! HA! how lame of me! but i did some butt weights and some
stomach crunches, i wanted to do shoulders and back one, but i couldn't
coz of my wrists! ARGHH falling apart! and then as i was leaving this
very built guy said hello to me and i thought i recognised him and he
happens to be Richard Fairbrass! cooolllll, i'm the kinda person that
likes bumping into famous people! it's pretty nifty! like the time i
saw Tina from S club 7, i thought it was her and she smiled at me, awww
aren't famous people friendly! loves! but anyways, then we walked back,
took a pic of our sunflows to send to my mum and we got in our lil car
that we polished millions of times but the very same night will look
dirty again, sounds funny but it's actually VERY annoying, so we're
giving up on cleaning it! and it took us 5hours plus to get out of
bloody london! but we went to Grain coz we wanted to walk up to some
fort but the tide came in so we just looked at it was weird coz it
looked very industrial looking out and turning around it looked like
teletubby land! and beyond that was more industrial, then went to visit
my spouse then went under and over dartford crossing coz matts never
been there! didn't have to pay coz it was pass 10pm, got back home
rather late and realised our sunflowers had gone crazy and grew over an
inch! actually its grown more now.. then had a cold shower coz i was
rediculously sticky and went to sleep! ahhh good times!!!! but hey!
work tomorrow and
i'm really excited coz i love working loadssss! ahhhh! ok i'll put some
pics up now xXx loves u all xXx p.s i've got to keep turning the sunflowers coz they're growin into the light meaning they're going curvy! but hotness right! oh and sorry i look like a man in those photos! xXx  |
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| 30th June 2009 |
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| ARGHHHH
i saw a doctor today and she said i need to get some blood tests! looks
like another opportunity for me to almost pass out! argh xXx
loves u
all xXx |
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| 29th
June 2009 |
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hallloooooo
hehe hows it going? im so achey and sore now a days! but i'm going to
docs tomorrow so hopefully i can get fixed! but hey, i thought i'd show
u this birthday card i made for my friend, he likes skulls and guitars
so i made him the best of both haha! it actually took a long time to
make! no idea how i managed to spend all night making it but it's
alright i guess! it's rather lush here in London, i think you should all come here and enjoy the lovely english weather...i'm not being sarcastic, its actually very nice at the mo!!! but knowing how things work, the second you go outside, it will rain! happened to me before! i put a skirt on to go outside and it started raining! not very nice! haha anyways, i need to get cracking with stuff, so talk to u all laters my sexy beasts! xXx |
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| 26th June 2009 |
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| Hey
everyone, sorry i'm not feeling too good but i've posted a little
verbal blog for u in my vids section. will make a proper vid soon! xXx |
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| 24th
June 2009 |
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Hi
everyone, look what i bought! i used to eat frozen lolly pops not as
cute as these tho! look at them! they're so cute!!! ARGHHHHHH so
cute!!!!! so cute! like! ARGHHH so cute! damn my right wrist hurts,
really need to get to doctors or something otherwise i wont be able to
use my hand.. they'll have to chop it off! my daddy sent me his joint
support, i've got it on my left knee at the mo coz its too big for my
ankle and wrist, and my left knee is hurting more than my left. but
yeah, i had blackcurrent and apple flavoured ice in my cute little
rabbit iceicle! shrug! i'm gona love ya and leave ya now, arghhhhhh i'm
sucha mess today, internally i mean, outside i've got a fairly uneven
tan.... but a tan non-the-less! hmmm english is such a funny language!
i've discussed this alot, but if u think about what we actually say
sometimes, it doesn't actually make sense! for example, "hurry up"...
??? "catch up", "being into something...", "get your hopes up..." and
all that such, how did we manage to put those words together and it
actually means something, when you "hurry up" your suggesting we hurry
upwards? when we're "into something" we're actually in it? bleh,
we should all just comunicate through dance! hahahahahhaha wow that
would be amazing! we'd all be pretty fit and healthy too! anyways best
give my wrist a rest! loves u all xXx |
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| 22nd June 2009 |
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NOM
NOM NOM i like my smiley carbs, felt a bit sad to eat him tho.. but he
tasted good, but i need to work out loads now coz i ate carbs! carbs
are bad for u! carbs... carbs... carbs... carbs... carbs... carbs......
carbs... argh i've damaged my joints, my knees, ankles and wrists, my
right ankle and wrist always clicked anyways but they've been a kinda
bad lately, my right wrist is really bad, quite sore and same with my
left ankle and knee :( didn't really help that i washed the car, which
included soaping it up, rinsing twice then polishing twice, then Matt
came home and we clayed it, to get rid of the crappy bumps then wiped
it down, then applied wax, then wiped it off then polished it up
straight away, sooooooooo alot of pressure on my wrists... not good!
but atleast we have an epic shiney car! anyways i'm excited i've got
some promo jobs next week and week after! woot. hmmm does anyone know
where i can get some free joint supports? dad do u have any? if so can
you send me them, don't want your daughter to be crippled do u :( ah perhaps i should have texted my dad instead of broadcasting that to everyone haha! ok i'm off, ich bin mude :( xXx |
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| 20th June 2009 |
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| want
to know something super gross? i went out to Hoxton last night, got the
tube there, well i went to hammersmith then kings cross then old street
then back to kings cross then to islington then straight to old street
(didn't know i could get the train train) in 1 single trip... don't
ask! then walked to Hoxton, then got tube bak home, went to sleep coz
was pretty tired, blew my nose this morning, my bogies were black...
how gross! i'm not joking... it was actually black, i thought some
midgets had a bombfire in my nose last night or something! but yeah...
thought i'd share my bodily functions with u all. MUCH LOVE xXx |
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| 19th June 2009 |
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| The
other day i was sort of shopping, i was looking for another bag.. yes
yes yes i like bags! i'm a girl!!!! anyways, this lady saw me, she was
a few feet infront of me, and goes "come with me",turns around and just
walks off, i wasn't even sure if she was talking to me, but i was
walking that way anyways, and then i walked pass this sorta board, and
she had like a hair straighteners stall set up, i was having a bad hair
day so i thought perhaps she could do some fancy stuff to make it
slightly nicer, she started talking to me about curlers, and that u
have to buy each size seperately, so theres tight, slightly loose.. and
"wavy" which it wasn't! anyways, i've got epic long hair so she was
havin fun curling it, and well.. i have to say, it was pretty cool coz
its made out of glass instead of.. titanium? i dono what GHDs are made
out of, but after she curled my hair, it wasn't burning hot.. but it
was steaming alot which worried me! and she started spraying my hair
with water and then curling it again! the steam that came off, then she
asked me, "do you use straighteners" and i said, "no" and she was like,
"why not!?" like it was a crime that i didn't damage my hair and keep
it super straight, then she said "is it cause it damages your hair" oh
a way to sell straighters! but anyways, i asked her to straighten my
hair coz i had 3 curly bits and it was steaming as she straightened it,
and started to sell them to me, which i hate! i know its a job but
don't shove them in my face and expect me to suddenly spend £100 on
straighters. but i did have 3 straight bits of hair tho... |
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Morning
my gorgeous babies! here i am again! woken up now hehe, i've been
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Hey guys, just a
really quick
blog coz i've been naughty and not been blogging, doesn't mean i dont
love u tho! i'll fix the font tomorrow, it's actually very late, pass
midnight but i wanted to share some pics, coz i got up very early today
and wandered over through a park when i realised a little gate just as
i was about to exit the park! i walked in and it was this gorgeous
garden! it was all circular and full of flowers, benches to chillax on
and it was just lovely! seriously! so here they are! appologies for my
grossness! i sometimes find it boring taking photos of space, so i tend
to chuck myself in there now and then for good measures! does that make
sense!? i've been to the gym on sunday, monday and today.. well
wednesday.. its now thursday technically, 12:41am! anyways night! xXx
i'll add the other 1 tomorrow..in the morn! xXx |
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Hey guys, have i mentioned lately that i'm stupidly addicted to the gym!? mmmmm gymmmm i'm getting rather ripped as they say haha! i'd show u guys, but nah... hehe i took this picture when i was bored about 2 weeks ago, i guess u can see it! not very exciting but i like dressing up! teehee. oh my gosh, i've not seen so many naked women of all ages before, all courtesy of the gym changing room, and they tend to really not care about being naked and showering with the door open and such, it makes me feel a bit uncomfortable! i tend to hide under my towel until i have a bra and underwear on, or i go into the little cubical to atleast put my underwear on! i dont want people seeing my naked bottom and fanny! that's just gross! but wow, seriously the boobs and fannys and bums i see in there...... makes me laugh, cry, cringe, gives me mental scaring... all sorts! apparently the guys changing room is full of gay people who look at other people showering and they talk like girls even though they're really built...! weird, i wanted matt to point them out to me but apparently he couldn't remember coz he was trying to run out the changing room before he gets checked out.. not that he would mind.. bleh i can say what i like about him coz he never looks at my blog! haha joys! anyways, i'm gona drink some cider and black and think about going to the gym... HAHA i can eat as i like coz i'm going to the gym :D haha! i can't stop eating, i hate it! i must be 1 of the few people who actually doesn't lke eating! yes yes yes i DO have anorexic tendences but it doesn't mean i am! i discovered this 4 years ago! anywaysyysss yes yes yes my sexy laptop is being slow and gay.. or is it this new program i'm using? shrug! i'm hoping i can update my website soon! so keep an eye out ;) love you all my sexy beasts xXx | |
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10th June 2009 |
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was younger again, i mean when your younger, you don't have a care in
the world, i mean admittedly all the burden is on your parents that
takes care of you everyday, which i've very grateful for, love you mum
and dad :), but it's nice to be young and just have fun! life was so
easy back then, but actually i do enjoy working! i'm sucha workaholic,
i reallllllly am! i enjoy working! its so satisfying working and
getting the job done and then getting paid for it.. stupid amounts of
tax gets taken off which really irritates me..don't get me started! i'm
sure u all know how our government is fucked! and i'm paying for tramps
that live off tax benefits coz they're too lazy to get a job..michelle
michelle.. breath.. it's fine... grrrrrrrrrr *POP* no no i'm fine, but
seriously! back to what i was saying, i do enjoy working! i've always been interested in how people think and just weird thoughts, for example, i'm a city girl.. i really really enjoy my materialism, convenience, everything you want at ur fingertip.. i love london! always have and couldn't be more happy that i've crashed here! i was a town girl, where i grew up! but i mean when i'm in london, all the tall building, all the shitty cars trying to run you over, the stupidly late big red buses, it's all really amazing, and as you can see from the photo i took down below on Primrose hill, London looks fuckin amazing! but it's all man made! and i find it weird that i can find that beautiful aswell as finding nature beautiful too, i mean i went to the isle of wight again for a Tan Hauser Gate day... they did a radio interview and an amazing gig which went really realy perfectly! and i'm not just saying that! but driving around in the morning through the hills, perched up ontop of the hills looking around across the little sea, and seeing how the tide comes in and out so quickly (apparently 4 times) i find this really really beautiful! but how is it possible that i find both things so wonderful? city and nature, they couldn't be more different, infact they're probably enemies if you can really go so far to say it! but yeah.. beautiful! i hope this is all making sense coz i do tend to ramble alot sometimes! and one more thing, why do we always end up with 1 or 2 shitty neighbours? i'll leave you with some smexy photos on the isle of wight, well one is on the boat! haha. xXx oh i can only find one... the other 1 is too dark! mainly coz it was taken at night time! haha ok ok! later xXx |
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5th June 2009 |
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| ohhh my
goshhhhhhh, right the things that happen at the back of my house! which
happens to be where the underground tube runs! it's literally metres
away from my house, and surprisingly quiet.. it's quite nice watching
peopleo n the tubes go by! but i had my back door open the other
morning which is in my bathroom, which is at the back of the house.. so
i can see the tubes go by, quite closely too,anyways when the door is
open i can hear when the tubes are about to go by..common sense, kinda
quite gets louder then goes quiet again... but bein rather early in the
morning and very sleepy, and butt naked coz i was about to have a
shower.. i was looking in the mirror and heard the train coming, and
thought "ohh the trains coming, best hide" coz the door is RIGHT next
to the mirror, but i was wondering why it hadn't gone by yet, didn't
hear it so i looked to my left.. and the tube train was going at snails
pace pass my door! i literally jumped out of my butt naked skin and
lurched back into my shower.. gawd! i have n idea how many people saw
me naked but ARGHHHHH is all i gota say! and last night! the line was on fire!!!!!! right outside our "garden" and theres a little twiggy tree between us and the tube, but we was panicking we'd get set on fire, but a tube went by and stopped then went, then another tube stopped right before it, looked at it then left, then it sorta went out, really smokey but guess it was smothered, shrug! but yeah, crazy crazy! anyways night! xXx wait why am i saying night? its 2:48pm haha! byeee xXx |
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3rd June 2009 |
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Hey sexys!
sooo hows it going? did you know.. er... damn! i forgot what i was
going to say, ah well, but SUMMMERRRRRR YAYYYYYY xXx love u all xXx p.s sorry for my weird face think i was a bit drunk on champagn when i took it! haha xXx |
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1st June 2009 |
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Goodnight everyone, the world is sucha funny place and life is sucha funny thing and it works in sucha funny way, people work in a funny way too, in life we have so much to do and we pass so many people, they're on their way to do their own thing, we probably will never see them again, but they probably think the same thing as i do at this very moment, not tonight but sometime in their life! i mean, everyone is doing their own thing! yet we're all on the same planet, we pass each other on the street but we don't talk to each other, why bother! just another person.. but for that split second, we have already judged them by the way they dress, the way they look, the way they smell, if they look at u or not, if they smile at u or not, but even so, we may never see them again, don't you find that weird!? everyday we get up and get dressed, for the purpose of looking good... so we attract the opposite sex! why!? we all want to be loved and to have someone to cuddle up to and tell them u love them, to share things with! we go to sleep and wake up the next day to do what we do every other day, the same old... i mean, that's life... doin the same thing we do everyday, looking for love, working to live and just being a person within the millions of other people in the world probably doing the same as u, when u look at the bigger picture, we're all the same, every single one of us... so be nice!!!! teehee, goodnightttt Londonnn... p.s appologies for the terrible photo! hard to keep still on a long shutter! (photo on Primrose Hill) |
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27th May 2009 |
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| oh i'm sorry my lovlies! it's been a whole week since i posted a blog! bad me! anyways, the wedding was lovely! and the isle of wight was hot and i got a lovely weird tan on my back, i'd show u but i cant b bothered to take my clothes off coz i've just been to they gym and i'm really tired! but i was wearing a racer back top so it's a bit weird! but our car is nice and running nicely now! ah i've gota headache at the mo! i'm really hungry! and i've just drank a pimps! nom! i'm giving out limes and wallets tomorrow and friday at Euston station (in london) how funny! but if u want to pop by and grab a lime and wallet off me, that would be awesome! gota reach targets haha! and if u say to me " spongebob says hinga dinga dergin" i'll know you've read my blog HAHAHAHAHA no that's lame! would be funny tho! anyways, take care everyone, shall keep u all posted about random stuff, love u all! oh yay my sausages are almost done! nomm! xXx | ||
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21st May 2009 |
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Hey Homies,
hows it hanging! hehe, ok i promised i'd post a little pic of our smexy
car, ah its so cute! but here it is!!! cuteeee! anyways, i've been
going to the gym alot lately, about 3 times a week, and i'm starting to
look in the mirror and think, bleh, i guess i'm not as fat anymore, but
i still am.. i dono. i just wana tone up so i dont look so shitty! but
hey! i'm going to the isle of wight tomorrow, well Southampton for a
wedding then the isle of wight, so yeahhhh, xXx ah hey, ARGHHHHH I FORGOT TO FIX THE PRESENT! i'll take the green off coz you're all suggesting that! hehe best go do that now before i forget haha! xXx loves u all xXx |
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20th May 2009 |
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Hi i'm
Michelle.... I LIKE TO MAKE THINGS.....
haha sorry american dad
reference! addicteddd! its all about family guy, american dad and seth
macfarlane, mmm he's hot and talented! woot! |
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19th May 2009 |
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| WUSSSSUPPPPPPPP,
hehe hey everyone! i found this really retro but insanely cute game to
do with penguins! u've got to balance them on this iceburg one by one
(either play by yourself or someone else) and if a penguin falls off
u've got to start again, or you lose! and the iceburg is on like a
sorta pinpoint so it sorta rocks when u put stuff on! it's rather cute!
but i made a penguin army and u can either see it as they're ganging up
on raichu or Raichu is the leader.... s/he looks too happy to be ganged
up on plus s/he looks like a penguin so i say leader :D tee hee! much
loves all xXx
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18th May 2009 |
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Hey everyone, i need an opinion! i've just wrapped up a wedding gift and the idea in my head thought it was very nice but when i did it, it looks too OTT and chistmasy, and i dono if i should leave it or take the green ribbon off atleast! i just wanted to make it look great coz i'm a showoff and enjoy making things look pretty! what do u all think? also my butt hurts, too much bum sex... HAHAHA gross no, i've been doin this new machine at the gym and it hurts my bum :( you've gota lift this machine up and down while ur on forearms and knees, like with the back of ur leg! its meant to help your gluteus'... shrug but my bottom hurts! let me know :) xXx | |
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14th May 2009 |
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8th May 2009 |
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| Hey everyone, ah i'm so ill, like really ill, epic ill :( i keep doing sick burps, so i'm moping around, but i wanted to share with u my garden!!!! took a while to tidy it up and grow it pretty but i just about managed it besides my asparagus' in the middle haven't grown properly coz they take 42 hours and it's only been 8 hours.. so they still look like mud! but here, this is my sexy garden! loves? i do! took me forever! well not forever, 5 hours! made out of sunflowers, strawberries, cucumbers, radishes... and a bit of peppers on top left that is still growin.. they take 40 hours! real life hours! i know! sad of me to play this stupid game! but i thought it looked cute! ahhhh anyways, i can't breath, i need to chillax! oh if u missed my myspace status i said i was in a randy mood and felt like givin away extras with purchases made off here (my site) if anyone wants to do so for the next day or 2, i'll add extras anyways coz i love u all! xXx kisses poochies! xXx | ||
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5th May 2009 |
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| oh dear, i'm
really not feeling good, my throat is killing me and i'm being all
emotional coz i think it may be my time of month... i dono... i'm all
messed up internally! but i mean atleast i'm still alive! argh i cant
stop coughing and my nose is running a marathon... and i love this song
Depeche Mode - a Photograph of you, and i can't stop singing Heroes by
Tan Hauser Gate, stuck in my head like a..a.. photograph of youuu,
everytime i look at it it makes me feel blue... haha no just kiddin
it's seriously wedged in there and its nothing to do with the fact its
called heroes! OHHH MYYY GOSHHHH HEROESSSS like, arghhhh kinda
predictable what'll happen in chapter 5 tho right? ARGHHHH i just
snorted tissue, oh gross gross gross! that was super gross! glad i
wasn't on the street when i had a piece of tissue hangin out of my
nose! how gross would that look... wow i'm ill, i really cant seem to
concentrate on anything, oh hey i forgot to mention, the THG gig was
awesome! they're so good!!! weirdly good! oh did i mention in a
previous blog that i wanted a special 21st birthday on the 16th
September! dont know if anyone wants to come to London and we'll have
an awesome birthday celebration, i'd love if all of you could come!
i'll have to start planning it now so everyone can get over :) hmmm yesterday i went to the gym and after, me and mattus drove round london, and i was craving dairy products... which is kinda bad coz i'm slightly lactose intolerant! anyways that isn't what i'm trying to say! we drove around london and ended up driving through Richmond Park, it's absolutly gorgeous there! i mean how is it possible that london is so gorgeous, i always thought london was an epic city, just building and just shopping, clubbing, but theres so many gorgeous parks, and "hills" i mean, argh i'm so in lust with London, is that ok to say that? is that even the right grammar? or is it slightly weird and hippy like to say that? bleh, this machine has failed, this machine has failed, this machine has fallen fallen, wheres my god when i need him most, when i need him most, i need you... loves! wait, how did i get onto reciting lyrics? i think it's time for me to go! haha i'll post pics later. love you all so much xXx |
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1st May 2009 |
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ARGHHHH MY MOUTH IS BURNINGGGG, ok i've got a stupid problem with eating! thats fine i'm a girl! but i mean, i dont eat carbs that often, i dont eat sugars.. sometimes, i drink way too much tea but i've started eating a VERY hot chilli every day, and well i just ate one... and wow my mouth is burning like crazy! i just prefer wasabi! it's really chilli but the nose bleed feeling goes after a while, but chillis.. they just murder ur mouth!! rar rar rar, but i'm doing it to help the digestive process go along.... i wont go on! but yeah.. oh and i had that audition earlier today, it was pretty funny, and i met 2 lovely girls auditioning with me too! i think it went pretty well, but obviously thats just me! if i get into it or not that's their choice! but hey ho! we'll see :) i'm fairly positive but i wont get my hopes up! anyways, i'm experimenting with my clothes at the mo, and i'm hoping to dress more nicely, but i dono if it suits me! but what do u think of this outfit? i think i'll wear it out tonight to Tan Hauser Gates gig ( at the fighting cocks in Kingston, anyone going?) hopefully i wont get too cold! haha ok it might get cold so maybe i should change! xXx loves you all! my ankle still hurts haha, sucha lameo! xXx | |
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30th April 2009 |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MUM, what you're like 25 now right? ;) on another note.... ARGHHHHH MY ANKLEEEE i rolled out of bed yesterday... yes i actually roll out of bed... what!? its fun!!!!! anyways, i hit my ankle on the wall and it REALLLLLY hurt, it took a bit of the skin off but i knew it wud bruise up and it has... and...it still hurts like crazy.. well not that much but quite alot :( hmm ok i started writing this earlier but Chase distracted me for 5 hours...! americans! with their parking lots and toemaytoes! its car park and toemartoes! hehe anyways, i've got a little audition tomorrow so wish me luck hehe! oh and here, enjoy this photo of me when i had a nose bleed... xXx |
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29th April 2009 |
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| Hey everyone,
the back of my neck is burning while i type this, the sun is shining
through the window and it's wuvly! hehe, ok so! Depeche Mode....
I'M SOOOO ADDICTED, for the past week i've been listening to Depeche
Mode from morning to night... you think i'm joking? i'm not! i've
managed to listen to ALL their albums, and that's alot, on my itunes,
it says all of Depeche Mode's songs comes up to... 13 hours.. and 11
seconds! haha! so i've listened to them quite alot!!! also theres a Tan
Hauser Gate gig on friday at the fighting cocks again in kingston, so
if u guys wana meet there of course i'd be more than happy to meet :) summmerrrrrrrrr, i'm so sorry i've been so boring lately! seem to have lost interest in my life! oh i was being a SA the other day for a new BBC thing! that was fun! but yeah! loves you all xXx |
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24th April 2009 |
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Bonjourno! Hey it's almist summer! how awesome huh! well atleast i think i am! ok the disadvantage about being in london is that i can't go into my garden an lay in my garden half naked sun bathing.. yes i did do that back at home! but i mean, where am i suppose to do that here!? i can't really do it in the little garden in my london flat coz for a start its in the shade and secondly.. the london underground is right outside my back windows and little balcony garden... and everyone will see me! so... that's a no! darn it! ah shrug, i saw Monsters vs Aliens 3D last night in the Imax cinema at Waterloo... my glasses were HUGEEE, and it was really annoying, i had to keep tucking it in my hair above my ear! at the end of the film, i took them off and thought oh their foldable, but it wasn't that! 1 of my ears were broken!!!!! and i sorta was holding it and it just snapped off! just like that!!!!!!! i was so annoyed! and i didn't want to give them back broken! so i just stashed them in my bag! :( sorry Imax! i didn't break them! they were already broken!!!! but hey ho! i'm goin to the gym later! ahhh i'm so excited i love the gym and swimming and the funny crunch machine! and dancing in the dance studio! haha anyways, ohhhh and 1 more thing! i'm addicted to this stupid gardening game i found on my youtube! i saw free game and was like *click* and its stupidly addictive! it's called molehill empire i think! but seriously! stupid game! i can't stop playing it! ARGHHHH PINSSS AND NOODLES! ARGHH ok all better, alright loves u all, theres another Tan Hauser Gate gig coming up if people want to meet there? xXx | |
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22nd April 2009 |
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To the guy
that started talking to me at the town hall place, the "xXx" on my
badge i gave you doesn't mean i'm a stripper or a porn star, they're
kisses!!!!!!! i don't know if u found me on here or if you'll read this
but sorry i'm not particularly interested in being your girlfriend and
it's super sweet that you wanted me to be your girlfriend, but i don't
know you and you're not particularly my type, i hope you find someone
that is more suitable, i.e older than me.
To my gorgeous friends. HELLOOO!!!! hmmm i should post some pics! ok let me go get my cam, hehe i'll start with this 1, my little swan family i made when i was sitting with my buddies in a little bar/restaurant. lots of wine :D oh and i'll add a convertible pic by the 18th xXx i look really scary!!! loves! haha xXx P.S 6:09pm... i just got a nose bleed after hoovering, i guess i really do have hayfever! |
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18th April 2009 |
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April really is a birthday month isn't it! but i guess August is a pretty hot sex time for half naked sun bathers.... for example i know more than 6 people with their birthdays in April and that includes my mum and brother, SOOOOOO Happy birthday to whoevers birthday it is in April.... ahhhh we were driving through London in our convertible car on Monday and it was craaazyyyyy, i mean... we drove pass the big ben and its weird to be able to see it out in the open while in the middle of the road.. we had the roof open :) hehe but erm yeahhh, i'll post a pic in a bit, kinda lazy at the mo to put pics on haha! theres some men running around on our roof at the mo! trying to fix the bottom floor's sky i think! hehe its funny! but yeahhhhh, love uuu alllllll. oh and wearing white jeans on a rainy day in london WILL give you spotty trousers! grosss! xXx loves u xXx | |
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12th April 2009 |
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HAPPY
HALLOWEEEENNNN.... sorry it just seemed more natural to say that rather
than happy easter.. but ok fine happy easter... you know what! i didn't
have internet for a day so i went to coffee republic and got an oreo
milkshake, NOM and got some wireless freeeeeeee, very nice, and
everyone was looking at my laptop and most likely thinking, "who has
stickers of themselves on the cover of their laptops" ME that's who!
gahhhhh! but hey i don't see you having stickers of urself!, but yeah,
the next day i went to canterbury and my daddy bought me a handbag it's
very nice! i'm rather excited, its purple and pretty and oooo i love it
so much, wow i'm sucha girl at times! mmm yes anyways, i miss u all, my stupid housemate got hit in the eye while he was on a stag party to some foreign place, so i'm looking forward to seeing the state of him! but yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i might make a retro video for u all haha, xXx |
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9th April 2009 |
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Hey hey!
ohhhhh noooooooooo!!!! i ran out of episodes of heroes, which makes me
really sad.. i mean.. i was hoping i could watch all of it at once but
little did i know that it's still running, so i've got to wait like
everyone else! darn it!!! but i've got to series 3 chapter 4.. is that
correct? or is it series 2 chapter 4? i wana check but i can't be
poofed! shrug, i'm going home tonight to Kent, so i can imagine there
being some retro vid i'll make, like the good old times! hehe. ah i've
moved onto watching the big bang theory, am on ep 4/5 of series 2!
hehe, i'm sucha addict! xXx loves you all xXx
oh one more thing... you know what else i miss? the summer! i'd leave the window open and go to sleep, it's right above my head... and i'd wake up in the middle of the night with a very wet face and it'll be raining, kinda horrible but funny at the same time! ahhhh i miss that! hehe xXx well i guess it would be nice, if i could touch your body, i know not everybodys has got a body like you, but i got to think twice before i give my heart away, and i know all the games you play coz i play them too. oh but i need some time off from that emotion, time to pick my heart up off the floor, when that love come down without devotion, well it takes a strong heart man baby but i'm showing you the door because i gotta have faith.. |
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7th April 2009 |
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| hi everyone! hmmmm things have been weird lately! but i'm alright, i've been stupidly addicted to heroes and now on chapter/series 4 and about episode 4-6 through, i've lost count! i'm gona work on a lil vid to post, it prob will be very crap but i just want to keep in touch with u all. we've got our little car now, been driving all weekend with it, with the hood down and wow i get epic hair! it's pretty funny! hehe xXx | ||
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28th March 2009 |
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| right it's
late, well it's 11pm and i've been up since 7am, its a saturday... but
don't ask! i'm realy tired and i need to get stuff out of my brain, i
don't really think that many people come onto my site so whatev, its
also my site so i can do as i please, but unfortunately i care about
other people more than i care about myself, i've always considered
myself as a nothing, as a nobody and that everybody else is more
important. anyways, i've always wanted to be useful in life, to sorta
be a somebody i guess but coz i have such little faith in myself and
believe that i am a complete waste of space and wud rather just never
existed, it's a bit hard to be a somebody, plus i can't get over how
unattractive and fat i am, no i'm not attention whoring, unfortunately
this is actually how i feel. this seems totally shit of me, and sorry
if u don't want to hear what i've got to say but what the fuck, i dont
really want to be all like "hey my life is perfect and great and i'm
happy all the time" coz i'm not, i'm just another person and i have
feelings and opinions too. i've been ill for the past few days too,
seems to be getting quite regular actually, i hate the doctors so i
dont really want to go. but maybe i should coz one of my school friends
died suddenly last year, his heart just stopped over night, i used to
go out with him when i was younger. lifes sucha funny thing huh. meh
i'm going to bed, i'll wake up and i'll just be another body floating
around london being a total waste, wasting wasting wasting. gosh i'm
lame, really wish things would just get better, i just want something
to happen, anything, infact i dont even care if its something bad...
well obviously i wud care, so i take that back, ah damn it.. bed. night
everyone, if anyone even bothers reading thing, i can so imagine loads
of people messaging me sooner or later calling me an attention whore,
but hey, aren't we all at the end of the day, but guess what, i have my
own website to fuck around on, don't like it, get ur own and complain!
i did! HA... i make myself lol in a depressed denial way. night
everyone. xXx oh one more thing, it sometimes pisses me off when people who don't actually have it that bad complain about their lives!.... ok i won't go into this, coz i understand that everyone has their problems and i respect that. night ARGH seriously! i need face surgery or something to make me less gross to look at. i woud hate to have to wake up to me everyday, oh wait i technically do, glad i dont have a mirror in front of me 24/7 coz i wud have to carve my eyes out! wow i have issues! on a happier note to end... someones actually got a mazda mx5 for the summer! AHHHHH! excited or what!!!!!!! i'll post some pics soon whenever its sunny and we've actually got the car, dont tell anyone tho, its our secret.. wait who am i talking to! wow seriously! issue!!!! night!!! xXx |
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25th March 2009 |
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HOLY MOLY I
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SUMMER, i'm getting a little 2 seater sports car and
its a convertible and its goin to be shweeeeet... hmmm.. yes... sigh!
but but but i'm going to get more fruli beer (beer made from
strawberries, nom!) and wear less clothes.. i hate wearing clothes!
wait that sounds weird.... meh! truth tho! i prefer t-shirt and shorts
or someit! but yayyyyy summer, i can get a tan too! gosh i'm pastey..
well slightly yellow but i wont go racist on myself teehee, wonder
where that came from!? i mean i'm actually quite peachy! shrug! yayyyy
summer! nice walks by the river, late night walks too, icecream.. oh
wait my diet plus i'm slightly lactose intolerant :( i know sad truth.
but yayyyyyy getting drunk and going crazy! oh wait my liver.. meh i'm
20! yayyyyyy hope everyone is up for a meet up in london! book your
tickets haha! xXx p.s my half pint of beer looks very cute next to the pint.. thats actually my half after my full pint! i'm not that girly.. mmmm strawberryyyy |
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24th March 2009 |
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hahahahhaa did you all see me on BBC 3? i'll have to try get it on here, i'm having camera problems... but hey i'm enjoying the sun... but now its gone... why am i on here again? what was i going to blog about!? wow i've actually gone crazy! shrug! love you all xXx | |
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21st March 2009 |
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loserfish! i spent about 7hours straight last night making thank you
cards for my housemate to send to people! haha! i was quite chuffed at
them coz they're pretty good, well i like them! dono about you! but
have a look and tell me which 1 u like most? i'm a bit of a
perfectionist so i try to make everything look good, the outside and
inside! well maybe minus the back on a few of the cards but they only
have a few star cut outs on the card and underneath is a fancy
pattern... mmm yus! OH OH OH i love this song! it just came on my
itunes! haha i just typoed itunes and spelt itubes! mmmmm itubes!
anyways Ludovico einaudi - Oltremare is on! it's sucha beautiful piano
peice, i can play the first few pages of it but only on piano coz
keyboard sucks! i miss my piano :'( wait.. i forgot what i was talkin
about! errrr... yes.... man i'm lame! ok well don't forget if you're in
the UK to watch bbc3 tonight at 11:50... ah i'll try record it for u!
it really isnt that exciting but hey ho! xXx love you all!
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19th March 2009 |
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everyone!!!!!! poochie poochieeeee rar rar rar i can't remember what i
was going to say... hmmmm man i can't wait to go to the gym! ANYWAYS
the weather is so lush nowadays, but its prob not going to hold out!
hmmm i'm using quite alot of slang, ah well you can try to understand
me! but i've been on such long walks! either by myself or my housemate,
yes yes yes we hang out alot coz we've not got any friends haha! sorta!
well he's a nice gay seeming guy so why not! someone to go shopping
with! don't know if he's actually gay... hmmm i should just delete all
that i said coz its very likely he'll read it.. ah well.. hi matt :) ANYWAYS yesterday i had an interview so i went to victoria station, then i walked to oxford street through erm.. hyde park corner i think it is. and then to tottenham court station, not very far but my foot started hurting haha! so it seemed quite a mission, only had a coffee and... this peanut breakfast bar and yus, anyways! i forgot to post this the other day but on sunday 8th i think it was, i went to tate modern! was rather nifty and we had some coffees and i had the cutest little espresso everrrrr! it was so so so cute! so i took a photo of it! also i've not posted a vid for ages! soooo sorrry, my face is quite gross at the mo so i don't really fancy showing my mug, i'll post a lil blog REALLLLY soon tho, well i quite fancy posting (like the good old times) a sorta dancey lip syncing vid! ahhhh memorys! anyways much love to you all and i love you all so much! xXx oh and i totally forgot to mention! Everyone watch BBC3 (i think UK only) at 11:50pm on Saturday 21st! but things may change being a tv channel and such! i'll try record it for u guys :) |
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14th March 2009 |
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well i missed friday
the13th which like i said was my housemates birthday and i feel like it
was my unlucky day, i wasn't feelin great for the whole day..sorta and
i actually almost wet myself, like it was so painful walking down the
highstreet trying to get home, in the end i ran but it made it worst,
and words can not describe how painful it was to hold my pee in...
bleh! anyways it was also red nose day, i dont know if u have that in
america, canada, singapore or anywhere else in the world! when you're
not at uni or school, red nose day is just not anything exciting coz u
dont get the chance to dress up and do something for it! but lets just
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1:50pm now! ANYWAYS! i just wanted to share this with you... Things I Love and Miss VERY much... I Love and/or Miss:- 1. how my dad shaves with his electric shaver while driving!! HAHA i'll be sitting in the passenger seat either dazing off or staring at traffic and then i'll suddenly head *click click, buzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzZZZZzZZzzZZzzZZzZZZZZZZZzZZZzzzzZZZz* i'll look over and my dad will indeed be shavin with this electric shaver!! 2. how my mum enjoys grabbing a whole chicken leg and ripping meat off it with her teeth, well i've never seen her do it but she told me to once coz she likes to think it's like being a king, sorta like eating a feast! haha, so sweet! i have to say it was quite nice not eating with a knife and fork! or chopsticks! haha 3. how me and my brother goes to the cinema and watches 4-6 films in a row at Cineworld with out unlimited cards! ahhhh numb bums and forgetting what film we just watched... or is about to watch! and films blending into each other and starving coz we couldn't eat! haha!!!! 4. how my granma picks out words she likes in my english sentence and repeats it again and again while giggling in between! HAHA even if its a rude, random, inappropriate word! ahhhh the joys! 5. how my grandad thinks pointing is a good way to communicate and saying what he thinks is the appropriate english word! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA even when i'm with him! ohhhh i do loves my granparents haha! 6. how my friends are always there for me even if we've not seen or spoken to each other for ages! woot geek central forever (even tho we're not actually geeks, oh well names stuck!) Oh and i just want everyone to know to be really nice to my housemate coz his cat died 2 days ago.... and it's his birthday tomorrow..... so... be nice! if u ever meet him... i doubt it but who knows! but let's all think of Casper... Matt's poor dead cat that he grew up with! i know the pain of losing a cat you grew up with! sob... CHARLIE!!! :'( !!!!!!! i think we should get a new pet! xXx |
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| well it's technically 11th coz I've not gone to sleep, its exactly 1am as I write this! meh! anywayyyysss, i went to a photoshoot today, was coldddddddddd, but pretty random and not much to say about it! was nice and can't wait to see the results! after my housemate and i went into London and coz i felt rather cold i insisted on having a super hot meal, i joked on having a vindaloo (is that the hottest Indian/Tandoori meal?) shrug! but we ended up going to wagamamas (NOM) and had a spicy chicken raman i think its called, was very nice then we walked alllllll the way back through London back home to south(ish) London, if you know London or can be bothered to look it up, we walked from London bridge to Piccadilly, walked around the Trocodero a bit, then through to Harrods (Knightsbridge) then through to Kensington high street then to Hammersmith then back home to Stamford Brook! MISSIONNN but the wonderful thing was we wasn't freezing our sexy asses off, which means.... SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i think it took us about 3 and a half hours to walk home but we had a nice chat and bla bla bla. besides being megaly thirsty, it was such a nice walk! i'm so excited for the summer! yayyyyy warmth and less clothes! haha oh i got a drink in Tesco on High street Kensington and it was funny coz i realised it was still open and actually ran in and grabbed a bottle of water and started to drink it. when we went to pay for our drinks, it was those self check outs and you have to put your scanned item on the side where it can tell it's the right item and you have placed an item in there by weight! and mine had problems coz it was underweight HAHAHA! whoops, but there was a guy there and fixed it straight away so it wasn't a problem, but still funny! ah anyways i'm gona bed, i'm sooo tired... actually i want a shower first coz i have wax in my fringe! haha xXx | ||
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9th March 2009 |
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Hey poo, it's my
housemates birthday on friday... the 13th... and he's a bit of an
emo/goth... well not really he used to be but that was before all this
sterotyping came along.. shrug.. he likes Depeche Mode... full stop!
anyways! so i thought i'd make him a birthday cake but i didn't have a
cake tin and he said he wanted banana cake so i made a banana loaf but
i still had nothing to put it in so i made little banana cakes
instead.. they look more like muffins! anywho! they taste really nice,
i used half brown sugar and half splenda which is confusing coz 25g of
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7th F..March 2009 |
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| whoops, thought it was february still, silly wabbit, twicks are for kids! eh? anywaysssss, just want to say thank you all so much for being so so so sweet and concerned and just lovely, "why?" you say... for all the lovely get well messages of course! really nice of you and i feel so much better now! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm spagetti, you know what! i might poke my eye out coz its itching like a mofo and i don't like it! so sorry if in the next vid i have a patch over 1 eye or an enlarged eye that looks like i've put a hoover over my eye and sucked it out my socket... wow wat am i going on about!? i seem to be going crazy lately! think too much gym, tea, coffee and not enough carbs.. carbsss i crave carbs but i'm on an VERY low/no carb diet! rar rar rar makes me crabby... don't make me get my enlarged crab out again! hahahah! (naked cartoon ticks reference) anywho, i love you all so much, i keep saying that but i do! hmmm hey i literally just decided as i type, the next 10 people who buys stickers gets extra ones too! coz i'm feeling weird and in the mood to go crazy! YAYYY love you xXx byeeee xXx | ||
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28th February 2009 |
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Hey every...
wowwww i'm so so so sorry times 2! again infact! i mean... wow i did it
once then i did it straight again! so i'll understand if you dont want
to forgive me! i took some photos for you tho! i'll post them at the
end of this blog. i'm really ill at the moment, but i thought i'd post
u a lil blog coz i was thinkin of you.. missed u :( anyways, i've been busy working, and just general getting on with my life. been to the gym a bit, been rather emotional! thought i may be having hormonal problems but i know i do!... anyways! i made myself some veg soup and put mini sausages in it, i thought a hot meal may make me feel better, but it seems everytime i cough i feel like i wana throw up! i dono... london! anything can happen in london! ARGH i've ran outa clean dishes.. good thing my housemates got a dish washer! haha, AWWWWW I'M SO ILLLL. sorry i'm pretty sure u guys dont want to read about me moaning all the time! i'm so addicted to tea... like normal milky tea... i was addicted to greentea then coffee then greentea again then i ran out of green tea so had to turn to normal tea which was where i started in the first place! i just wanted to be more healthy so i thats why i turned to green tea in the first place! meh, i've been getting ALOT of Starbucks recently coz of that free coffee after 2pm promotion that is on.. it's bare niceage! also met someone that recognised me as cutiemish.. haha! ;) ohhhhhhhhhhh illll, ok thats it, i'm going to run coz i keep thinking i'm going to throw up, i'm prob not but its a nasty feeling! oh and that tattoo is still going strong on my tummy! it's not cracked or anything! its so good! oh and i promise i'll post a vid soon, it may be a bit shoddy but i hope it'll entertain you and keep you holding on for that little bit longer! love u all xXx |
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22nd February 2009 |
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wow... i'm SO sorry... i'm really really sorry, its been forever since i left a blog, what a shit friend i am! i'm sorry! well i went to Tan Hauser Gate's gig and it was actually AWESOME! they are so much better in real life! wait not real life, i mean live! haha! but yayyyyyyy they're awesome! anyways, check out this random tattoo my housemate put on me! i was aiming for the look of it falling into my belly button but it looks like its creeping away instead, sorta escaping! haha! but do you loves? xXx oh and sorry i look fat and gross ERCHHHH xXx i'll make a vid soon too! been busy doing all sorts | |
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13th February 2009 |
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| oooooooo
creepy creepy, its friday the 13th....no? nothing? haha i suck, anyways
just wanted to let you all know that the sticker
pack by itself is on ebay, i've had a few requests for it so i
thought, "yes anything for you!" haha, i'm sucha sucker for my friends.
anyways love u all. heres
the link! or simply search cutiemish on ebay!
oh and hey... happy valentines my sexy beasts xXx |
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10th February 2009 |
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| Hey again
babies, well i've set up a
little ebay thing if anyone is interested. coz i know a whole load
of you guys are having problems buying stuff, coz u don't have a google
account! so hey! here's
the link! i hope it works! if not just search cutiemish on ebay!
love u all xXx
P.S would anyone like to come for a gathering at a Tan Hauser Gate gig on the 19th feb 2009... next week. Info here on this facebook page. i'd love to meet you all there, i bare gifts haha. |
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8th February 2009 |
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Hey my sexy beasts! how is everyone! i really must fix my forum! i tried to get 1 but it broke! mehhhhhhh, anyways i'm a total drowned rat today! i've been going to the gym regularly 3 times this week already! i'm really tryin to tone up, so i can be all buff like! hahahaha sorry i'm turning somewhat gangsta wiv me language! i'm well ard core init! no that's just slightly chavy! anyways i went to the gym today and walked back with my housemate but it was raining like crazy, so we was actually dripping wet! i'll add a photo for ur amusement, even tho i did attempt to dry off a fair bit before i did anything else in the house! i dont like dripping all over the house! anyways, we thought we've been rather good with out diet and working out we decided to get ourselves some treats which included chocolate and sparking wine! VERY NICEEEEEE ich leibe es! anyways, i love u all so so so much! i'll upload a vid as soon as i manage to finish editing it! thank you all for being so patient and lovely. love u all bare loads! hehe xXx | |
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5th February 2009 |
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WHAT ARE THESEEEE!? i have
no idea what they are! but they've got sticky strips along the top to
stick to the bottom of ur name tag id thing! i got them when i was
working as a promo girl at a gaming exhibition!
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1st February 2009 |
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| Hey hey hey
hey hey! Sorry everyone!!!!! it's been too long! and that makes me sad to think i've not been around to post a blog and love to u all! but i'm here now... *group huggggggg* there, is that better? wow... i'm in a funny mood! anyways hello! and hey! do u loves my HD vid on youtube? it's so gross if u ask me! u can totally see every nook and cranny on me face! ah well! i've been working recently so i've not been on! hey i dono why i'm repeating myself! mm anyways. hope ur all well and not been missin me and my shoddyness too much! ARGHHHH i'm so itchy, i washed my top with another top full of hair (my housemate cut his hair and i got hair all over his top and i decided to wash it for him and..just tragic u know!) xXx kisses my poochies! i think i'll go out to london now to celebrate chinese new year! xXx love u alllllll xXx |
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25th January 2009 |
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Tee hee, san
neih fai lohk!!!!! well almost, 1 day out but either way!!! Gong hay fat choi loon ma jin san! San tai gein hon! sum song se sing day gut day ley man si sin ye jut ya pin on and just all that! Hope you all get loads of "lai sei" and mmmm yea, fun fun fun xXx Kisses!!! xXx |
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22nd January 2009 |
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| Hi my babies!
i'm so sorry it's been a while since i posted a blog, in all honesty i
don't know what i've been doing!!!!! but hey. i've been getting
messages on facebook and myspace saying that my mishy@cutiemish.com email
wasn't workin! well it should be now! i've never experienced my email
being full!!!! but it was!!!!! haha! so that's why i couldn't receive
any emails. Also, i've been getting messages about why i've closed my ebay store, well basically, i thought it was ridiculously expensive for you guys to simply buy a badge! and i had no choice to charge u that price, i mean i love u guys and don't want to bankrupt you haha! ebay made me pay so much money for every badge you bought and to keep it running was bloody expensive, so i've decided to move onto google checkout because it's much cheaper, but would you guys like me to open up ebay again? the prices will be more expensive though, just to cover the costs of ebay ;) hehe. let me know! ALSOOOOO, i hadn't realised how long my hair has become! i mean i was taking a headshot today for hair modeling (haha) and they wanted a front and bak picture... and from the bak.. my hair is sooooooo long!!!!! funny funny! anywayysssss, much love to u all, hope you're liking the new vids (more to come and now in Widescreen HD lol!!) and site.... hmm i say that in every blog don't i! hehe ah well, xXx kissesss xXx |
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17th January 2009 |
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| Hey again my
lovelys, Thank you for all your site messages and stuff, i've tried my
best to make my site better and more friendly easy access type thing,
coz i know some of you were saying you had probs with my site. my
website seems to work best on a wide screen, internet explorer still
hates me so sorry if you use that! besides if u are using internet
explorer... u prob can't see this message!!!! mmmmmmmm i wonder... meh
give me feedback on anything, if theres problems with my site, the
shop, my vids, just like you have! they realllllllllllly help me. oh and thank you to everyone that's been buying my stickers already! i didn't expect them to be so popular haha! i guess u all wanted a mini-mishy!!! haha!!! rar rar rar. ok well thank u all so much for watching and being great. you really are such wonderful friends. Much love xXx |
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16th January 2009 |
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Hey my lil
munchkins. ahhhhh how exciting! theres new stuff for you to get
Mishified with!!! yayyyyy, i've been sticking stickers everywhere! it's
amazingggggg, they are soooo cuteeeeee!!!!! haha sorry! it's so cool to
have stickers of urself! but haha yeah sorry, i shouldn't be so excited
about this but i am!!! they're so coooollll! ARGHHHHHHHHH YAYYYYYYYY. oh and if you buy the signed glossy photo, PLEASEEE make sure you let me know who is receiving the photo. anyways. have fun! much love to you all. xXx |
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12th January 2009 |
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Hey everyone. well i hope you're all enjoying my new
site and loving the new vids. i've been feeling hella funny lately,
like i'm just not thinking straight. i dono! however, i want to try
something out in a few days, so check in keep an eye out for it. it's
just an experiment! but hey ho! ah hey, i was doing some home studying last night, it's something i've ALWAYS been quite interested in but i never thought i'd be able to study it coz... well all sorts of reasons! but i was looking up our solar system, and just the universe! like it's crazy to think that we're so small compared to whats really out there. and that we're just a little small spec that's part of our "milky way" that's a part of a cluster and we're just 1 cluster.. i think i've over simplified so i'm getting confused! but u know!!!! i mean our sun is only 1 star and we're only 1 planet near our "star" so there must be loads of planets out there near their star/sun that can have life.... anyways i'm boring you with my new found knownledge! well not new... just refound! oh oh oh and voyager 1 and 2!!! how coooooolllllll, me and my housemate worked out that voyager 1 is going so fast that it could go round the world twice in a second! near abouts! but that's soooooo coooolllll, ARGH so cool! and it's really really... just.. great to think that there's them golden records on voyager 1+2, to think that if our galaxy ever died, voyager 1+2 may be the only thing that will live forever and if aliens ever found them... that's whats going to be the first thing they get. oh oh oh i think i'm too excited about all this and it's probably old news to some of you and i think i've got typing diarrhea so it's all coming out and just probably not making sense! ARGH i'm so lame... bleh! i need... oh it's rainin...DAMN IT! i need to learn a little script, i've got an audition coming up. xXx in a bizzle ma shizzle xXx
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10th January 2009 |
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| Hey kiddies,
well not kiddies coz maybe most of u are older than me! meh deh! my
thursday disappeared so i dono wats going on, but it is indeed friday
and i loveeeeeeeeeeee housework. is that weird? i tidied up the
kitchen, was kinda cold so i sat by the oven while it was cooking a
chicken, teehee. anyways, new vid for ya, i'm tryin to keep things more
regular! who knows, might start deleting my old vids but i do like
them! they're bare funnyage! haha anyways, rar rar rar. hope ur all
well. i've been gyming it up... well sorta, i've been doing sit ups in
the living room, hurts my lower bak coz the floors hard but a pillow
sorts that all out! am i rambling? shrug! alright laters my babycakes
xXx KISSES!!!!! oh oh oh and guess what!!! i'm soooooooo excited, i'm getting my brain scanned tomorrow HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm gona get to see what my brain looks like! how super cool is that! if i get a copy... i might let u see buttttttt only if ur nice :D ok i'm actually going now! xXx |
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rar rar rar there are bloody annoying
adverts on tv that actually make me want to kill myself! RARRRR. like
how cheap do they want to make adverts!!!! theres this advert on tv for
a cheapy magazine where you can read stupid, possibly fake stories of
people, and they're really stupid stories too! like my husband married
my dog and killed the cat to get money for their wedding or something
stupid like that!!!!!! but it's these women who REALLY can't sing
singing the the most annoying song ever, its SOOO TACKY AND CRAP!!!!
like GAHHHHH. but hmm ja es tut mir leid, ich bin ein dummkoft! HAHA theres going to be some really exciting
stuff for you guys soon! so keep an eye on my site :) i'm so so so
excited myself! xXx love u guys xXx oh and check out this retro photo i found of myself! xXx
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hey my muffins, it snowed a bit today!
but by the time i realised it was snowing it literally stopped in front
of my eyes, it musta thought "HOLY MOLY MISHY KNOWS QUICK RUN" and it
blew away and the sun came out... no jokes!!! the other night i went out with some
mateys and at the end of the night we went our separate ways, they were
going north on the northern line while we was going south on the
northern line...london underground! well we saw them off and waved at
them as they left.... and the sweetest most hilarious thing, there was
a old man sitting next to them and he started waving at
me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and when i realised he was waving back at me, i saw
him turn to my friends on the train with a look of "....eh.... why are
u guys waving.....ohhhhhh...." and i actually cracked up right there!!!
i was in stitches!!! i felt really bad for some reason but it was so
funny! anyways, i hope you guys are liking my new site. i'll add a new vid soon for you! xXx i love you guys so much, thank you for being my friend and watching me be a loserfish! haha xXx
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HAPPY NEW YEAR MY GORGEOUS BABIESSS
AHHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! welllllllllll
it's new year and i wuda written a blog for you guys this morning but i
was too busy eating ham, cheese and crackers..... talk about bad dreams
after that! HAHA nawwwwww. but hey i went to the big ben for new years!
its really not as great as i imagined being in london for new years!
like it's SOOOOOO hectic! so if u want to come to london for new
years.... dont! i mean like! considering how huge london is, u wuda
thought u'd be able to see the fireworks! but they divert u all sorts
of directions and u have to pay for certain areas to watch the firework
and 100% of the time they were full! guess u gota go EXTRA early to get
there! but i mean there were tvs all over london with the fireworks on
them! showing exactly what u can see on national tv!!!!!! i cuda just
watched it on tv in the warmth of my room! i guess i got to get trampled on and
have drunk ppl everywhere and see police literally everywhere and
tourists havin their photo taken with them and the freezing cold in my
face and watch ppl make out and see the big ben do its jobby when i was
outside! its funny coz they really do direct ppl so the fireworks are
right behind a huge building! no joke!!!! but it was nice to be able to
see the top of the london eye! and as my friend who loves germany and
if rather german himself said "the last time london saw something this
impressive (referring to the fireworks) was curtsy of the
luftwaffe"...... he was jokin but i didnt get it and looked at him
blankly but he explained and yeah.. rather german joke! haha! i
was hoping i could smell the fireworks! lovesss the smell.. but i think
i was too far away! or the wind was blowing in the opposite direction!
was quite funny! so overall... it was GREAT!.... welll i mean it was
funny trying how my friend and i was trying to keep each other
entertained! hmmm my new years resolution is toooo
ermmmm, poo more... HAHA nah prob go to the gym and get "KA DOOOSHHHH"
quote brian from family guy! ahhh so addicted to family guy. xXx Much love my lovelies xXx
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Hey my babycakes, it's 1.50am so its
tuesday morning! lateee i know! but hey! i've got a really sore
papercut on my knuckle but i have no idea how i got it, i'm assuming
its a papercut coz it feels like one, but who knows! it might be an
ameba trying to kill me but coz i'm bigger than them, it just came out
as a papercut! HAHA random! just kiddin! ARGHHHHHHHHH i'm going to get ill, my
housemate has a cough.. dummkoft! haha i'm trying to learn german. so es
tut meh leid, meine dutche ist nicht gut! buttttt mehhhh ...haha!!!
that wasn't german that last bit! haha! ah! i went london shopping today,
central london! so oxford street, it's SOOOO hectic!!! i've not
experienced sale shopping as it has been! i mean back at home home, it
was just messy but not that many ppl! but london, it's just RARRRRRR, i
mean i got elbowed in the boob! was funny tho! hehe i love roasted parsnips,
nommy!!!!!!!! here is my over roasted parsnip and me! haha!!!! oh dear, its coming up to 2am, best go to bed! night night xXx
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Hey my lovely babycakes! Welllll this is my new site, still not
perfect but i've worked rather hard on making it as lovely as i can for
you all! i'll make it better so you guys can write on the forum and
post ur own pictures and stuff like that! so it'll be all very fun and
just woot! hehe I've decided to get off ebay even tho
it's still open for now, but i've moved onto google checkout coz some
of you are saying how u want a badge but can't get one coz you dont
have an ebay account! i prefer google checkout coz stupid ebay was
costing wayyyyy too much and paypal!!! It like took 70p in total! and
as much as I love u guys, I don’t want to get poor! HAHA. But hey now I
can sell the badges cheaper using google checkout! YAYYYYYYYY but i
dont know how well its going to work but mehhhhhh we'll see. ARGHHHH theres a leech on my arm... oh
wait its just my housemate haha!!! but hey! i really hope u guys like the new website and the new random vid and i'll keep u all intouch with me... wait.. did that make sense! shrug! ok in a bizzle me lovelys! xXx oh and how was everyone's christmas? let me know if u ate too much like absolutely everyone i know!!! argh how!? how do ppl eat too much! shrug, dont get me started haha! xXx
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